the nanny {d.t}

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We were now back at Ethan's place and can I just say... I'm fucking jet lagged. To top that I have to be at the club in two hours. I feel so guilty that I've been lying to Ethan for almost 2 years. I've tried telling him many times, but I'm terrified of losing the job. I don't care about the money anymore, all I care about is the kids.

I can't lie to him anymore. I need to tell him. If he finds out by someone else I'll be even more fucked; I'm the one that needs to tell him. It's now or never.

I knock on his office door and he yells a come in. Which I do; I take a seat in front of his desk.

"Yes Miss Diamond?" He says and looks up from his computer.

"S-So before I got the job here I um was- well I still am, a s-st-" I was interrupted by his phone ringing. He apologizes and quickly answers the call.

I can't tell him. Not right now. I can't keep lying to him. Why am I so fucking stupid? Why didn't I tell him before I got too attached to the kids. I'll lose everything if I get fired.

"I'm sorry about that. So what were you about to say?" He asked and puts his phone down.

"Uh n-nothing. Just if you w-wanted some tea" I nervously say. He looks at me weirdly, and said no thanks.

"Are you sure that's it?" He asks

"positive" I let out a deep sigh and get out his office. I'm extremely terrified. I need to talk to Dominic and just hope my contract is almost done.

Once I read a bedtime story to Sky I go to club and right away go in Dominic's office.

"Sorry Blake he's busy" one of his guards says.

"Fucking some girls? Yeah that's not being busy, Jonah" he rolls his eyes and knocks on the door.

"No interruptions!" We heard Dominic yell.

"Sir Blake wants to talk to you" Jonah says. A couple minutes passed and the door opens revealing two girls and Dominic.

"I'll see you girls later" he tells them and I take a seat.

"What do you want Diamond" he said and smokes his blunt.

"When is my contract done?" I ask rudely. This man doesn't deserve any type of respect.

"Again with that bullshit? I already told your little boyfriend that it's not happening!" He angrily said. Boyfriend? What boyfriend?

"What do you mean my boyfriend?"

"That Dolan guy. He came here a couple months ago and tried to pay for your debt" he replied. Grayson came here? Why didn't he ever tell me?

"Please Dominic! I need to get out of this job. Just tell me how much money is left!" I plead

"Don't even get me started on how you played me. You had another job this whole time!" He yells and banged his fist on his desk; causing some money to fall off.

"How'd you know?"

"I sent my men to follow you. I told you diamond to not play me! That's the first fucking thing you did! You will continue to work here!"

"Are you some lunatic or something!? Haven't you heard of privacy or to back the fuck off!?" I yell and he stood up and grabs me by the neck.

"Listen Diamond. You will continue to work for me. Or else I'll tell your loving Ethan that you've been working here ever since you became the nanny to his kids!" He shouts in my face.

"Get the fuck off me" I spat and grip on his hand. He lets go and looks at me with pure anger.

"One more time you bring this up Blake and I'll send my men to Dolan's place. Don't even think about telling anyone" he kicks me out his office and I go backstage. There's no point on calling the cops. They don't do shit. Dominic knows people and always pays his way out of there. I can't tell anyone else, it's my problem.