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Chapter 8: Teardrops

It has been five months that me and Harry are together and we are really going well. I never abused using my stories in order for him to do what I like. I just want him to be as Harry. That Harry I knew before we were together. The Harry that I have heard on the radio, the Harry that I have watched on the telly, on the news but not the Harry that suddenly snogs some girl out there. I guess that was the only thing I used. Harry not to snog any girl while he's recording outside London.

Trying to hide it a bit before, but we're happening to be a little open to our relationship or sometimes when we try to hide it now, media or paparazzi sees us which is a bit irritating for me but what else can I do? I can't write anything about the media here.

It's weekend and in a few days in will be Christmas break. Ellie and I are going to a record bar to buy Ed Sheeran's new album and get it signed when Harry comes home from recording soon and we will watch Ed's concert.

She drove to the record bar where we usually buy our One Direction CD's, DVD's and also books that were published by Footprints. It has been a long time since I last walked in the store since I get my stuff from Harry.

"Tara, Ellie, it's been a long time you haven't come here." Mrs. Scott, the owner of the record bar smiles to us. "Yeah. Tara was so busy with her boyfriend." Ellie says and gets the albums we reserved from Mrs. Scott. "Yes. I've heard of you and Harry. That was so nice." Mrs. Scott says. "Thank you." I smile. "We'll get these Ed Sheeran albums of ours signed soon." Ellie says. Ellie's very talkative about me and Harry but she still knows her limits. "Are there any new release?" I ask Mrs. Scott. "Right at that corner, love." She says and I walk to the corner she's saying and there were new albums. I picked up a few.

"Tara?" A girl stood beside me. "Hello." I smiled. "Oh, wow. How's Harry?" the other one asked. "He's good." I smiled. "What album did you buy?" The first girl asked. "I got Ed Sheeran's. He's absolutely great." I say with a smile. "We've got Ed's now." "That's really nice! Are you going to see him on tour?" I ask. "We will! Soon. We're really excited. And you?" "I will. I can't wait to. I'm actually fangirling so bad now!" I say and squealed as we laughed. "Will Harry come with you?" The other one asks. "I'm waiting for him to come home from recording to watch Ed Sheeran's concert. Let's just keep this as a secret, okay?" I say as we giggled. "Tara, are you done there. I'm hungry." Ellie says from my back. "Sorry, I have to go. See you girls somewhere." I smiled and they smiled back. I walk to Mrs. Scott to pay what I've bought and walked back inside Ellie's car. She started to drive to the nearest restaurant.

When I got out of the car, Harry called me.

"Hi, babe." I smiled. "How's Sweden?" I ask him. "I miss you." He says and I let a laugh out. "I'll be home soon." He adds. "Have you taken lunch?" he asks me and I pressed my lips. "Me and Ellie are inside the restaurant. I'll be taking me meal now." I say as I sit down. "Sorry to disturb you." I feel him smiling as he said that. "It's absolutely fine. I wanted to hear your voice." I say. "I'm seeing a couple outside now." He says. "You miss me?" I ask him. "So much." He answers. "Harry, I can't eat!" I say and slowly tears started to fall down from my eyes. "Are you alright?" Ellie puts her menu down and rubs my arm. "I'll call you later." I say. "Are you crying?" Harry asks. "I'll call you later. I love you." I say and hang up.

"Can we just take our food with us?" I say as I wipe my tears. "Sure." She says and called the waiter to get our meal.

"What's going on? What did Harry tell you? Did he say something wrong?" Ellie says. "We're fine. Something's wrong with me..." I say and breathed deeply.

As soon as we reached home, I didn't have appetite to eat my meal so I sat on the sofa and scrolled on my Twitter.

"Aren't you joining me?" Ellie asks. "I lost my appetite." I say. "What happened? Really? Why did you suddenly burst into tears?" She asks me. "He misses me." I say. "He's really sweet." Ellie says with a smile. "I don't want to lose him anymore. Ellie, what if I finish the book? What will happen? Harry will disappear? Will he be with me forever? He doesn't even know that I'm writing him. That I'm writing a fan fiction about him." I say and looked at her. "I also have no idea what will happen." She says. "Tara, just enjoy while Harry's with you. You have him, he has you. We might not know what is going to happen in the future well at least if he'll be gone, you had some time with him and he'll never forget you. You already have the record as Harry's long term girlfriend. Do you know that?" She says as it cheered me up a bit.