3:26 am

e l e v e n

e l e v e n
(holden's text are supposed to be a little messed up !!)

1:47 am
holden
ok fuck everything that i just put myself thru

1:49 am
holden
there was not one girl in there that was evenkinda  nice to talk to

1:49 am
holden
im so bumme d and im soO TRASHEd

2:03 am
holden
ok i lost will like an hour ago and i thought, why not just walk back myself?? but that was a mistake ee

2:03 am
holden
QUINCY I AM LOST

2:03 am
holden
lost in new york city

2:03 am
holden
is that a movie?

2:07 am
holden
oh my god i am going to die quinc

2:07 am
holden
im gonna start back the way i came

2:11 am
holden
ok also, im gonna tell you someth ing

2:11 am
holden
it is COMPLETELY your fault that i did not find a girl tonight. first you give me this idea that im gonna be able to meet someone, then you hype me up for it and you make me feel like a million bucks. well not really but that's sort of what happened, sorta BUT THEN you fill my thoughts with YOU by making me laugh at something that had to do with you and then yOU SEND ME A PICTURE OF YOU

2:14 am
holden
i don't know how to say fuck you in a kind manner, but thats what i want to say to right now

2:17 am
holden
you're still s o bea uutiful, quincy

2:23 am
holden
not that i thought you weren't going to be..... i just sort of forgot. it fucks me up that you're so effortlessly perfect and that shit or whatever god i don't understand it

2:36 am
holden
update: i have made it back to the club

2:37 am
holden
i figured it out, by the way. it was home alone 2

2:57 am
holden
QUINCY I AM BACK IN THE GAME

2:57 am
holden
i can't text now but ii just met one of the most intriguing people in my Iife, like her beauty is exquisite and im not just using that word bc im completely trashed

2:57 am
holden
her name is andy and she's got big curly blonde hair... she's so interesting, she's like, from another planet. i feel like i shouldn't be allowed to talk to her

2:58 am
holden
you would think she was hot as fuck

2:58 am
holden
i mean that with total respect for women

After waking up and getting myself a cup of coffee, I sat down to read the twenty-one messages Holden had left me. From start to finish, the texts were a rollercoaster and after finishing them, I didn't know how to feel.