Beautiful Soul (JhoBea Story)

Part 20... Acceptance

Jana...

Nasa taas siya... Her mom coldly told me.

Its been days, and Beatriz did nothing but get herself drank... almost everyday.

I gather all my strength to go to their house today coz I'm fully aware that Tita Det don't like me that much. But I need to see her. I must see her...

Well tita... it's too late. I'm going to be Mrs. Jana De Leon soon enough...

I went inside her room to find a sober creature on bed.

Babe... I said trying to be so sweet and engulfing her for an embrace.

Jana please. Masakit ang ulo ko. Leave me alone... She plainly told me and cover herself with the blanket.

Beatriz tumayo ka diyan. Alam mong may appointment tayo sa coordinator ng kasal natin. Inis na sabi ko sa kanya.

You go ahead. Kung anong napagkasunduan niyo dun na ako. Let me get some rest please. She pleaded and that really pissed me off.

For goodness sake Beatriz mag-iisang linggo kanang ganyan! Wag mo naman masyadong ipahalata na wala kang gana sa kasal natin!I told her expressing all the pain that I've been feeling all this time.

Ano pa bang gusto mo ha?! Galit na sigaw nito sa akin. You have me now, you have what you want, and we are getting married, ano pa bang kulang?! Inis at na sabi nito.

I couldn't helped myself but cry with what she said.

Oo alam ko na hindi ako ang mahal niya at nasasaktan siya na malaman na may ibang mahal na si Jhoana at wala siyang magawa dito.

After that incident in the resto with Nico and Jho, I've been hearing that the two are getting along well.

Well it should be a good sign for me but it turns out bad because since then, never had I got a chance for a good convo with Beatriz. It has always been either she's out on the bar drinking with some unfamiliar friends and wasted or she's out of reach.

Oo nga, akin kana. Pero I don't really have you Bea. Malungkot kong sabi sa kanya. I really never have you, nothing about you lalo na yang puso mo. Dagdag ko pa. Alam mo ba kung gaano kasakit maramdaman na kahit kelan hindi magiging sayo at hinding hindi ka kayang mahalin ng taong pinapangarap mo sa buhay mo?

Jana please stop. I have no time for this. Bulaslas nito. We can talk about this some other time, not now okay. I'm sorry. She said and went back to her sleeping position.

Is that all you can say huh?! I asked out of frustration and tried pushing her shoulders so that she'll talk.

Instead of responding, she covered herself with the blanket.

Ni hindi na tayo nagiging intimate sa isat isa. Pabulong kong sabi which I thought was enough to be heard by me, but I was so wrong..

Rinig kong tumayo siya sa pagkakahiga niya. Nakatalikod man ako ng upo sa kanya hinila niya ako dahilan para mapahiga ako.

Ito ba gusto mo? Huh?! Ito lang! Okay then I'm giving it to you right now nang matahimik ka. Let me fuck you... nanlilisik ang mga mata niyang sabi sa akin.