Beautiful Soul (JhoBea Story)

Part 25... Breakdown

Jana POV

Open the door!!! Familiar voice shouting from outside my door. Don't make me wait for too long. Says the voice with such a great command.

I knew he'd come to see me. I just didn't expected it this soon.

With a heavy heart, I put on something to cover me as I just got up from bed wearing nothing but a clear lingerie on and headed to the door.

What are you doing here you fucking idiot? What do you want? I annoyingly asked him without opening the door.

Is that how you welcome me? He responded. Papapasukin mo ba ako or what? Sigaw na niya.

Tipsy as I may say and I unlocked the door.

With no further introduction, he confidently entered my place, sat on the couch like it was his own.

Nag-iisip kaba o ano? Galit na tanong ko sa kanya. Gusto mo bang makita ka na pumupunta dito?

And as a heartless creature, he walked away like he didn't hear a thing or two and headed off to my room.

Throws his shirt into the air and slams the door of the bedroom.

I followed him. Begging him to leave but instead he buried his face on the pillow.

You know what I'm here for.. he whispered enough for me to hear it.

I'm not doing it. Not now, not ever. I said..

He turned himself to face me.

Got up and pulled me closer to me..

You don't tell me what and not what to do sweetie. He said gently while caressing my face.

I felt his hands exploring my body which I quickly tried to resisted..

And this place? He said. Have you forgotten about the word "conjugal"? He asked me while kissing my ears and neck.

I stood frozen. It's like poison..

Legally, you're still my wife! He shouted.

Upset as you see, he pushed me on the bed.
Try to knock me down forcing himself on me.

I did fought back, but he was just getting stronger until he find his way... inside me...

With every touch he gives me, the more I see myself deeply buried into his pit..

And with every stroke he makes, tears rushes over my face..

After a while, I felt he was done..

Laid beside me, pull out the vape on his pocket and started puffing out.

Buti di tayo nagka-anak no, baka siguro forever na akong nakatali sayo. He said out of nowhere in the silence while laughing.

I pulled the sheet and cover myself. I just feel so disgusted about giving myself to this ruthless man besides me.

I turned my back on him and said, "alam mo sa una palang di ako capable sa bagay na yan"... malungkot kong tugon sa kanya.

Ito ba? Tanong ko habang di ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko sa pag-iyak. Ito lang ba ang dahilan kung bakit pagbalik-balik ka sakin? Kung bakit mo ako ginagalaw at ginagawang parausan mo? Dagdag ko pa habang humihikbi na.

Narinig ko siyang huminga ng malalim at nramdaman ko rin na naging seryoso na ang paligid namin.

I did love you. I just love her more than I loved you. He said which I'm very much certain he was referring to Jho.