Beautiful Soul (JhoBea Story)

Part 23... Victims of Love

She left me standing alone and I am just looking at her...

Walking away from me..

Frozen, I couldn't move and in so much pain, I am letting the love of my life go away...

I wanted to stop her..

Beg, kneel..

And make her stay..

I don't know kung ilang beses na ba niya akong nirereject.. tinanggihan.. at iniwan...

I can actually end my life right now. Sarap lang tumalon dito sa taas nito para matapos na ang lahat ng ito.

What did she say?
Thank her?
For what?

Why the hell she keeps on telling me that I would thank her in the future for letting me go?

Is she insane? Is she out of her mind?

Tanga ba ako para pasalamat siya na hindi niya ako kayang ipaglaban?

Sinong matino ang pasasalamatan pa ang taong pinakamamahal niya dahil papakawalan niya ito?

Ang gago lang diba?

I cried myself out before heading to our room. This would most probably be the last time na iiyak ako ng ganito.

Pagod na ako..

Pagod na pagod na..

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As I opened the door, I found the room dark.

And as I turned on the light, I almost tripped down coz I was literally a step closer to smash and step on her stomach.

I found her laying flat with her face on the floor.

Hair covering her face, snoring and the scent of alcohol surrounds the room.

I wonder now if ever she knew what we had talked about back there at the rooftop.

Maaring wala nga siyang matandaan dahil bago pa man kami umakyat eh tipsy na siya.

So more or less tomorrow, she don't remember a thing...

Hay naku Jhoana Louise Maraguinot biyuda de Bea De Leon! Reklamo ko sa kanya since di naman ako maririnig dahil borlogs na talaga siya.

May isang oras na din siyang nakakatulog dahil isang oras pinalipas ko sa taas bago ako bumaba dito.

I lifted her and carried her to the bed.. bumigat siya infairness...

Wag kana magreklamo sa EX mo Beatriz madami nakain at nainom yan kaya pasensiya ka. Bulong ko sa sarili ko habang inihahanda ang mga damit at panglinis sa kanya.

It may sound crazy but hell yeah I'm talking to myself.

I prepared her clothes and grabbed a small towel to wipe her face.

I tucked the hair covering her face on her ear and there I saw her pretty face... she's so beautiful..

I had to stop for a moment for I can't help myself but admire her beauty.

She may not have that perfect face, but I don't know what's in her that makes me adore her so much..

Ang gago mo Beatriz, umayos ka nga! Inis kong sabi sa sarili ko habang inuumpisahan ng punasan si Jho sa mukha at kamay..