Country romance now completed

Chapter ten

"When is the last time you went to you're dads house?" I looked over at Austin, his perfect jawline flowed against the nighttime sky.

Curse that perfectly carved jawline

" I don't see how that is relevant," I mumbled out, turning my eyes back to who knows where. He tightened his grip on the wheel, Rolling his eyes at me through the review mirror, oh wow, how sassy.

" you can cut it with the sassy act, you know I don't buy it." I snorted at his words, pulling out my phone to show that he meant nothing to me. He turned, and I stared at him through the corner of my eye.

He looked so concentrated when he drove, as though there was nothing else to do, ughhhhh and those eyes, the deepest, yet brightest shade of blue I had ever seen. How can somebody have all the good looks.

"You think you know everything don't you," I retorted, leaning back in my seat because I was a little bit tired, and the weird thing was when I lived in California I always was out past my curfew and getting in trouble by my mom when I got home.

How can I be tired, Country life was really getting to me, I had to get home before I lost my cool. I had a high-class reputation waiting for me back home.

Ughhhhhh, how can he have such a great jawline

I really have a thing for great jawlines

" I was taught that blatantly checking people out is rude," his words cut me out of my daze, and I hadn't even noticed I was staring straight at him, and he was watching me with amusement dancing in his eyes, and that stupid smirk that did something to my heart.

My heart that belonged to somebody else

"Hmmmm, no I'm not, I was thinking how much of an idiot you are," my words sounded hardly confessing, just as a light rain started pattering against the car, the headlights flashing on.

I love the rain.

"So What is you're mom like," he asked me, and I swear I saw something flash through his eyes. I sighed as her face flashed through my mind, and I sighed remembering how annoying and just perky she was.

" hung up on her new husband, it is seriously disturbing." I grumbled out the last part, more to me then to him, as I watched the little drops of rain slide down the window, I used to trace them with my finger when I was a kid.

He nodded, not saying anything in return, as he flipped on the radio but all that played out was a talkshow too quiet for anybody to distinguish the words. We still had quite a while of driving, and the silence stretched on, so thick that it was going to swallow me before we got home.

I kept on stealing glances at Austin who had grown silent through it all, as he mindlessly drove us through the clumps of trees and tall grass.

These streets are the worst, there is going to be a tick that is going to bite me, and I am going to die a painful and horrible death.

His eyes, his eyes, I love them, they looked oddly familiar , it is really weird, maybe I knew him when I was younger and I had just forgotten about him or something.

I swear, if he doesn't talk soon I am going to die I cannot handle this.

I neee to say something...

"What is you're mom like, I never see her?" My words were rushed, as I rapidly jumped my eyes anywhere but him, I don't know why I had gotten so shy, but , he can be pretty scary!!

His jaw Pulced, and I could tell he wanted to change the conversation, but it was too late and the question had already been asked.

He turned off into a road, that was bare, and pulled off to the side, for what felt like the longest time, he just sat there.

He took a deep breath, and said something, the exact time I said something back.

"You don't have to answer the question"

"She well, she is gone,"

We both stopped, and again The car was filled with that loud silence, silence that sounds like 1 billion people are all screaming at the same time, as though the air is so thick you are going to drown.

Silence where people want to say something but they can't bring themselves to function right, so they just sit there and wait, wait for somebody to say something.

I wasn't sure if he could feel me staring hard at him, because he was staring out the other window, but I couldn't pull my gaze away, it was like a magnet affect.

"She is gone," my voice was a whisper, gone as in dead? Or gone as in divorced. He answered the question when he finally turned to me, his eyes with so much emotion I couldn't even distinguish it.

"A car crash, some stupid teenagers," his voice was so pained, as he turned the car back on, pulling out, and starting down the street, as the trees blew loosely in the wind, the Moon hung high in the sky, everything seamed as it had been before, but it wasn't, not at all.

His words bounced around in my head,

She is gone
Died in a car crash from some stupid teenagers

Stupid teenagers

Stupid teenagers

His words attacked every inch of me, drilling into every spot of my brain and seeming to find their way into every nook and cranny of the empty hole that had been left in my heart, drilling it into complete nothingness

Painful nothingness

Because maybe those words had more of an effect on me than he had thought they would!

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To everybody who has had somebody die in a car crash or any other kind of that that is one of the hardest things ever

I love all of you guys and I'm sorry about the long awaited chapter, but I hope you enjoyed it

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