Spy on A Mission

Chapter Thirteen

I pulled her away and walked off to my car and I hear Madison calling after me.

I turned around angrily, "What was that for?" I said harshly.

"I-I was showing you how I feel. Do you know how hard it is for me to open up to someone." Madison stated clearly.

I stepped closer to her and there was no room between us, "Dammit Madison, its hard for me too." I said as I slam my fist on the hood and she jolted in fear.

"Then, why are you making this so difficult? What is really going on?" She asked in a calm, force tone.

I looked at her and stepped a little back, but there was still no room between us, " I can't explain it." I said softly.

"You can, we have time." She said as she folded her arms into her chest.

I looked at her and she looked so beautiful. I just could not shake the feelings away, I just wanted to be with her so bad and kiss her. We both were looking at each other then my body was making its own mind, I leaned over and kissed her deeply. I felt safe here and I did not want this to go away, but my brain kept giving warnings to back off right now and telling me you have a mission to do.

I listen to it and pulled away, "I need to go, I shouldn't have done that." I said as I opened my door.

"Riley, don't do this." She pleaded.

I got into my car and drove off.

When I got home I went upstairs and laid in my bed. I just wanted to stay here forever and not do anything. The last word she said to me when I left burned in my brain, my mind won't stop repeating it over. I want to be with her, I just can not, but whenever I'm around her I loose control and not think of the consequences of my action, its like my body takes over and after I've done it then it realizes that I am not suppose to be doing this. I just wish this mission was easy, but apparently not.

　I woke up in the morning and did not want to get up for school, so I decided I will skip, I have A’s through out the classes, so skipping a day is not going to hurt me. I just needed a day to not see Madison and clear my head about what I should do and how I feel, just hope skipping a day will help me get through this.

Madison POV:

I walked into class excitedly and saw all my friends except for the one person I wanted to see, my mood switched quickly to sadness. I can not believe he just skip class, maybe he got car trouble and just had no way getting to his first period class. That is probably the reason, I really wanted to see him today, I hope he shows up to our second period class.

The bell ringed and started heading over to my second period class. I sat down at my usual seat which is at the far right by window, I like to look out when the teacher is rambling about nonsense that actually has nothing to do with subject we are talking about. The bell ringed again telling the students that class is starting, I looked over at the doorway with other students rushing in the class. I looked around the classroom and still there was no sign of Riley. I’m getting worry, he did not text or call me this weekend since what happen on Friday at the party. I really hope he is not mad at me, I thought he felt the same way about me as I do about him. I really need to know what is going on, I’m going over to his house after school and seeing what his problem.

Riley POV:

I was still in my room, Charlie was texting me telling me that they are stilling running test on the blueberries, that Madison‘s father is helping them with. I sat on my bed looking over at the paper work that I also found in the basement. There was a knock on the door and I thought it was Tyler telling me he is home. I told them to come in, I looked up from the paper work and it was Madison who was standing in the doorway. I got up quickly and I threw the papers under my bed quickly. I did not want her to see them, that would be very bad for this mission.

“What are you doing here?” I asked hastily.

She looked at me with concern, “Um…I came to check on you. You did not show up at school, I was worried.”

I looked down and just notice I did not have my shirt on, luckily I had my jeans on or that would have been embarrassing for her and for me.

“Well, I’m fine.” I stated and I walked over to my closet and grabbed my black strip tank and pulled it on.

“I can see that now.” She paused and looked down fiddling with her fingers, like she was nervous or just wanted to get something off her mind.

I walked over to my bed and sat down and took in a deep breath, “Is there something on you’re mind?” I asked coyly.

She slowly looked at me and then walked slowly made her way over to my bed and sat down next me which made my heart speed up from her beautiful, graceful way over to my bed. This is why I needed a day from her because I would not see her and make these feelings pick up again.

We were looking at each other and she took a breath, “I just want to know what is going on?” She asked calmly.

“Nothing is going on.”

“Don’t you say that, I know something is going on.” She said with a little harshness.

I looked away and stayed silence.

“So, you’re not going to say anything?” She said with a little hurt and harshness.