My First and Only Love

Chapter Four

Spencer:
What in the world was happening?! The girl I loved with all my heart was kissing me and I didn't understand why. Was it because she loved me too or because she was drunk?
It didn't matter, I didn't care. I simply did not care. I just kissed her back, everything else in the world was forgotten.
I carried her to my car and put her on top of me. I kissed her, allowing all my feelings to come out.

Cassandra:
His kiss was so desperate. He took off his shirt in one second and then kissed my neck. He stopped kissing me to take off my shirt. I was really enjoying myself, but I knew I couldn't allow this to happen, even drunk, I knew what I felt for him, was just friendship.

Spencer:
She was sitting on top of me wearing her bra. She looked gorgeous, well, she always does. My heart was racing fast. I kissed her neck and worked my way down to her stomach. 
Suddenly, I felt her pull away. "I can't do this... it's wrong," she whispered. "Alright, I'll take you home," I replied. 'Well then, it shall be another day then.'
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The next day, the memory of Cassandra and I kept replaying in my mind. I couldn't get it out. I checked my phone and saw the time. 'Shoot, I'm so late.' I thought.
I was able to push the memory of Cassandra for just a few minutes to get ready for school. I rushed into my car and drove to school at 70 miles an hour.

Cassandra:
I was at my locker, feeling horrible. What was I supposed to tell Spencer?! Well I had until second period to figure it out. I slammed my locker shut and went to class.
In second period, when I walked in, Spencer was already there. I took my seat, "Spencer, we really need to talk." "I know." "Look, I was drunk. I don't know what I was doing. I'm really sorry." "It's ok." "But you went along with it. Why?"

Spencer:
I couldn't tell her the truth, I simply could not. So I lied. "I did t want to make you feel bad, even if you were drunk." "Oh, I see. Well thanks. And I'm sorry." She looked so embarrassed. Her cheeks were a rose pink and she was biting her lower lip. "You have no reason to be sorry." I pulled her close to me and hugged her tightly.
It hurt. It really did. I had given myself hope that she did love me. But, she didn't. I should have know. Alcohol is a huge factor. The only reason she would ever do that was because of alcohol. Of course, of course, of course. I should known better.
The bell rang, ending our conversation.
We didnt bring up the topic again. It was in the past. It didn't matter. Everything was fine between us. All I wanted was her in my life. If the most I could have her as was a friend, then that was something I was I willing to live with.
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The next day, the morning started out like always. I walked with Cassandra to chemistry and we did our assignment while playing around. But, five minutes before class ended, Mr. Jewel gave us an announcement.
"Ok class listen up. I am the leader of the film club. I will be giving extra credit to any partners who sign up together. You may now discuss the situation with your partner."
Cassandra turned around at lightning speed  and looked at me," We should do it." "You really think so?" "Yes of course." "Why?" "Because the F we got on the density lab really brought our grade down. We need that extra credit." "You have a point there. Let's join."
We walked to Mr. Jewel's desk and signed our names on the sign up sheet.
"The first meeting is on Thursday after school."
I was really excited about this club. Not because I like film, because I'm not interested. I was excited because it meant more time I could spend with Cassandra.
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On Thursday, I waited for Cassandra outside the girls's locker room. "Ok, let's go to film club," I said when she walked out. "Let's roll."
We walked into the classroom and saw there were barely any people there. There were 10 people besides ourselves, meaning 5 partners signed up. I laughed silently to myself. Cassandra looked at me curiously. I smiled at her and she smiled back. Cassandra and I sat all the way in the back.
"I have your first assignment," Mr. Jewel said," One of you will go spend a week with the other, film them, and report back about their everyday lives. The next week, the other will repeat the process."
Everyone but Cassandra and I groaned. She looked at me and smiled brightly.

Cassandra:
This assignment seemed like fun. I would get to know Spencer a little better. It seemed like he was exited for the assignment too. I couldn't wait for it to be Monday!
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