My First and Only Love

Chapter Fourteen

Cassandra:
     'This is a nightmare,' was all I thought.

I couldn't talk, I couldn't think straight. I was just a toy to him. He never really loved me. This was all fake. I can't believe him! He destroyed me. He destroyed my heart.

"Cassandra please talk to me!" "Cassy... please...." "Just tell me you hate me." "Just say something." "Please please please." All these words kept on coming out of his mouth and I stood quiet until I couldn't take it anymore.

"I hate you. I hate freaking hate you so much! You are a prick! I deserve better than you! I may not be much, but I am worth more than a piece of trash like you! No woman deserves you! You lied to me and used me! I was your toy. You are a..." I took a deep breath," It's not even worth yelling. You are not worth anything. I'm out of here."

I got my bookbag which luckily already had everything of mine. But, Spencer grabbed my arm," I understand you're mad, but at least let me take you home." "For what!? So you can rape me in the car?! Ha no!" "No Cassandra! I need to make sure you get home safely." "I'm safer taking a taxi than being in your presence. And, I swear I will hate you more if you even touch me."

I walked away and he followed me until I got into a taxi. I silently brushed my hair on the way home, and didn't shed a tear. I didn't care about anything, not even that I was wearing an old T-shirt with leggings. Or that I didn't have even one drop of makeup on. All I cared about was not suffering for that jerk.

When I entered my home, I sighed with relief. I was finally away from all my problems. Or at that's what I thought.

When I walked into the kitchen, I saw my mother making out with Jacob. I screamed. They turned around and looked at me.

"Cassandra!" My mother exclaimed. "I hate you," was all I managed to say. I ran into my room and locked the door.

My mother pounded on the door and yelled," Cassandra open this door." "Make me!" "Cassy... please let me explain."

I didn't answer, I grabbed my phone and called Charlotte.

"Heyyyyyy, what's up?" she said when she picked up. "I need you," I said between sobs. "Cas... what happened?!" "Please just come home." "I will. I'll be there soon." She hang up on me.

I grabbed my pillow and cried. My phone kept buzzing with all the texts Spencer had sent me while I had my phone off. "Omg shut up stupid phone!" I ended up turning it off again.

When I heard the door open, I got so happy to know I finally had my sister by my side. She ran into my room and locked the door. She held me in her arms for a while before asking," What happened?"

I told her everything. Spencer, Maria, her friends, mom and Jacob; everything that was making me miserable.

Charlotte stated tearing up," That stupid son a bi-" she didn't finish the word because she started another sentence," Mom and Jacob... in our house?..."

I slowly nodded. "Ima kill them." "Yea that's what I wanna do right now too."

"I can't believe this is all happening. What is wrong with mom?! What is wrong with Spencer?! What is wrong with all these girls oh my god! They kept his secret just to have sex with him. What is wrong with my friends oh my god?! Yea, anyone that does that to my sister, isn't my friend, they really aren't my friends."

I smile softly at her," Thanks." "You're my sister I would do anything for you." She hugged me once again, but we didn't let go of each other. We fell asleep, both in tears.