My First and Only Love

Chapter Thirteen

Spencer:
     "Cassandra... I know you're going to hate me. And... I'm going to lose you, but I will fight for you." "Spencer ok! You're rambling! Nothing can be that bad just talk." "Ok..." I took a deep breath and started.
"Do you remember when I met you? Well, from that moment I knew I wanted you in bed. And yes, I know that sounds super bad. But the thing is, I'm the biggest player in school. And, I know you don't believe me because 'I have never had a girlfriend' but that's a lie. So for you to understand, Ima remind you of how we met, and Ima tell you what happened right after."
Flashback:
     I was walking with Alexander and my other friend Robert.  As I looked down at my phone to show my friends some random girl's nudes, I bumped into someone. "Sorry," I said. "No I'm sorry, I should have been looking," a female voice replied looking down. I had never seen this beauty before so I supposed she was new. "Are you new here?" "Yea, I am." As she adjusted her glasses, she dropped her binder. We both bent down to pick it up, but I beat her to it. I handed her her binder. "Thanks." "No problem, you could at least look up so I could see your face." She hesitated, but looked up. I saw the most beautiful face in the world. She didn't only have a nice body, she had a nice face too. "Hi," I said smiling. "Hi." "I'm Spencer Jackson." "I'm Cassandra Holt." "It's nice to meet you." "Nice meeting you too. I have to head to class." "Yea, me too. See ya later beautiful." I saw her blush," See ya."
She walked away. I turned to face my friends," Guys, I want her." "Of course you do," Alexander said with a chuckle. "Well she's new so she doesn't know about my reputation," I said with a wink," I want her to think I'm a good guy who wants a good relationship." "And how do you plan on doing that?" Robert asked. "Easy. I saw her schedule, she has next period with us. I want you Alexander to find a good moment to say that I've never had a girlfriend." Both my friends laughed," She's gonna find out. Everyone knows." "Look at her. She's pretty and all, but she's a little nerd. No one will talk to her. Especially not about me." "Ok Spencer. If you think this will work, then I'm in," Alexander said. "Good," I said smiling," Now let's get to class before she does."
We went into the class and took our usual seats. No one sat with me, because well most of the girls are waiting for their shot with me, or they are mad at me for just using them for fun. They actually think they can change me, and that's pathetic.
When Cassandra walked in, I realized she was a minute late. "I'm very sorry," she told the teacher. "It's alright Ms. Holt. Take a seat, any empty one will do." She looked around and I motioned for her to come sit with me. Again, she hesitated, but she sat with me. "Hi again," I said softly. "Hey." "Maybe we have some more classes together." "Yea maybe." She saw my binder had my schedule. "May I?" she asked. I passed her my binder and she compared hers with mine.
  "We have 2 classes together per day, plus lunch," she told me. "Really, which ones?" "Day A- Obviously this one and P.E. Day B- Language Arts and Home EC." "Well then, I guess I will get to know you really well." "Yea I guess so," she said smiling. "How do you feel about being my chemistry partner for the rest of the year?" "Pretty good about it. I hope you will be able to keep up with me though." "Me? Keeping up with you? Ha. You are going to have to keep up with me. I am literally the best when it comes to chemistry." "Yea but not when it comes to chemistry with girls," Alexander said behind us. We turned around and he continued," He has never had a girlfriend."
Cassandra stared at him in what I think was shock. "Yea yea whatever," I said. We turned around. I noticed she wasn't paying attention to our chemistry teacher, Mr. Jewel. "Cassandra, we should start paying attention to the lesson," I told her. "Yea, let's listen."
Back in reality:
     Cassandra wasn't talking so I continued my story. "At first, I wasn't worried about anyone telling you, but then you started talking to Maria, and then I got concerned. I had slept with like twice before and then dumped her. I was sure she would tell you. So well... I talked her into not telling you... Well not talk to her, I did more than that..."
Flashback:
     I walked up to Maria. "We gotta talk." "I have nothing to talk to you about." "Oh yea you do." "And what's that?" "Cassandra." "You mean your new toy? I'm not going to let you hurt her. It's her first day and you're already trying to get her in bed! That's messed up Spencer. You are messed up!" "And yet you got into my bed." "I thought I could change you, but I was wrong." "Sweetie, everyone thinks they could change me, but they never do. So I don't know why girls convince themselves that that's the only reason they're with me," I replied with a chuckle.
"Well we're stupid then. But, I really thought I could change you." "Yea ok." I grabbed her waist and pulled her in. She gasped causing me to smirk. I kissed her, but she didn't kiss back. She tried pulling away from me, but I don't give up easily. I bit her bottom lip causing her to open her mouth, giving me access. She still tried pulling away, but she finally gave in. I dragged her into the janitor's closet and locked the door.
She didn't talk, she just stared at me. I kissed her again and she kissed me back. I carried her and she wrapped her legs around my waist.
After our little make-out session, I tried again," Don't talk to Cassandra ok?" "I have to." "No, you don't." I whispered in her ear," You can have me for another night if you stay quiet." She didn't answer or move. I playful bit her ear causing a moan to escape from her. "Cmone Maria. I know you want me again," I said with a wink. "Ok..." she finally said," But don't hurt her too much." "Alright. Here's the first part of your reward," I said and quickly lifted up her shirt. She gasped in shock, definitely not expecting that. I smiled and kissed her neck leaving a hickey. 'Well she will have to find a way to hide that.'
Back in reality:
     Tears were starting to form in Cassandra's eyes, but I couldn't stop. I had to tell her everything. "And then I got worried about your sister. She was mixed with the gossip girls. So well, the same thing that I did with Maria I did with them."
Cassandra let out a sob, but didn't interrupt.
"Cassandra, I know this is going to be hard to believe, but I fell for you. I always knew I liked you, but well I never believed it myself. But, the day you thought I was with Jimena, I would like to point out: I was not with her. Well, that day, when I came back and we kissed, I realized I was in too deep. I really fell for you. So, I told myself I would bring you here and make love to you and throw you away like I did with everyone else. But, you stopped me, and I'm so glad you did, because I love you. You have been my first love and probably my only love. I love you Cassandra. Please forgive me."
Cassandra wiped away her tears and stared into my eyes, saying nothing. "Cassandra please say something..."