rebellious; a•a

fifty

the doctor came out and said we can see her put she might not wake up for a while. i woke them up and they ended up falling asleep in her room. i just stared at her face thinking of how beautiful she is.

i saw the sun start to rise and i stayed up that whole day. everyone else went to go shower and eat but i couldn't.

"alex i know you can't sleep but can you at least try to eat and drink something?" gray asked coming in the room with an orange and a water bottle i grabbed the orange peeled then ate it and drank some water.

"i've tried with you but i can't make you eat anything else, i know what your going through she's my little sister"

i heard the bed shuffle next to me as she was waking up, i watched as she struggled a little trying to move. gray ran to grabbed the nurse and everyone else.

"hey guys" she said as she sat up. the nurse checked her and everything and said she can go home later today.

after a while of sitting around and laughing all day with aaden, i still realized i haven't slept in 2 days or really talked to anyone.

"you may leave now if you'd like someone here over 20 can sign you out" i got up and went to sign her out, as i was finishing up they came out with aaden and she looked worried and confused. i finished the papers and we went to aadens, i was gonna stay with her and hallie while the twins went home to sleep.

i helped aaden up to her room and she sat down on her bed while i sat on the couch.

"alex" i looked up from my hands.

"you haven't spoke all day, and gray said you only ate a orange and drank a bottle of water, and haven't slept in 2 days" i shrugged my shoulders.

"speak to me, i miss your voice"

"i have nothing to say really"

"how do you not have anything to say, you didn't eat or sleep for that matter for 2 days while i was in the hospital" she raised her voice getting frustrated.

"it affected me really bad, the girl i love got shot twice and almost died, you expect me not to get depressed about that" i got angry.

"i guess not, i'm just wondering why!"

"i love you okay, i never stopped loving you after we broke up or anything. i have fucking loved you since the 7th grade!" i yelled, she came over to me and sat on my lap,

"i love you too" she gave me a kiss.

"will you be my girlfriend again?"

"i'd love too" i kissed her head.

"wanna go to sleep?"

"i need to shower" she nodded and i got clothes that i left here.

after my shower i brushed my hair and laid down with aaden and she was playing with my hair.

"how long do you wanna wait to tell everyone about us again?"

"couple weeks" i said drifting off to sleep to her singing.

when i woke up it was dark outside, i checked my phone and it was a day and a half later, it was 5am. aaden was sleeping next to me, i got up used the bathroom and went downstairs to eat. after i ate i went home to go write more song and clean a little.

around like 3 in the afternoon, i had diamond white over to film a cover with me. we went over the song and sang it, and hung out for a while. i heard the door open and aaden and hallie walked in.

"who are they?" diamond asked as aaden went into the kitchen and came out with a water bottle.

"sister and girlfriend" hallie answer.

"i'm his girlfriend" diamond said. aaden rolled her eyes and drank her water.

"you kiss your mother with that lying ass mouth" aaden spat out, i couldn't help but laugh.

"whatever" she left and aaden sat across the couch from me,

"what do you have on?" i asked.

"shorts and a t-shirt" she smiled.

"cheeky ass smile" after a while they left and i edited the video.