Please dont leave me

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A/N sorry I haven't updated in a while, for those of you that still read my book, thank you and it's going to get better. For those who don't, well I'm sorry about the disruption in my updating but I have been extremely busy!
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5 Month later...
Alfie's POV
I don't know how I am going to tell Zoë...
I was currently in London on my own as part of a trip with my agency. All I could think about was Zoe and the fact that I missed her.
So basically, around 4 hours ago my agent ran up to me during Lunch. I was sat in Nando's eating some buffalo wings, uploading my new vlog. He said "Alfie!! You will never guess!" He exclaimed.
"What is it? Good or bad?" I ask getting a little excited.
"Good! It's good news Alfie! Basically, someone just rang me from Tokyo and wants to know if you will do a tour in their country for 2 month. He already has everything booked for you. The hotel, the food, the dates. You just need to decide. It's called 'Holideyes tour". So, what do you think?" He asks hopefully.
"Can I ring zoë first?" I question, getting out my phone.
"It needs to be decided right now because your flight is in two days. You are going to need to go home and pack!" He says.
"Erm... But zoe is half way through her pregnancy. If she goes early-" I was cut off.
"-She won't go early don't worry. " he says quickly.
"She will be around 7 month pregnant. She's only small. She could go anytime" I say.
"Alfie we need an answer" my boss declares.
Being the stupid person I am, I said...
"Okay. Fine. Of course I will. I will set off home now and get my stuff ready"
"GREAT! Meet me at the airport in 2 days."
I grabbed my laptop and left.

And now I'm left where I am now. So I'm currently sat in the taxi on my way home. I pulled out my vlogging camera.
"So I'm currently on my way back to Brighton as something has came up. I can't say just yet, it's sort of a surprise. But the majority of you will enjoy it. I will catch you soon when I'm home" I close my camera down and resume with my travel.

I'm about another hour and a half I hit Brighton. I messaged zoe to tell her I was coming home.

A: Hey Little one, in coming home today. Just hit Brighton now. See you soon! Xx

I got a quick reply.

Z: Yay! How come? Xx
A: I have some news... xx
Z: Oohhh tell me! Xx
A: I would rather tell you to your face x

Zoe's POV
A: I would rather tell you to your face x

I began to get nervous as he didn't want to text me it like he usually does and he left out a kiss.
Z: is everything okay? Xx
I put 2 kisses to try and get it back up but it stayed the same.
A: For me, sort of. But I'm not quite sure. I will be home in 5
Z: okay xx

A wave of anxiety hit me as I jumped to conclusions. I thought Alfie was going to break up with me. What if he does? What's going to happen? What about the even little one.
I looked down towards my stomach and touched my stomach. A tear rolled down of my cheek and fell onto the top of my stomach through the shirt.
I fealt the baby kick and I fealt a few pains on my sides.
I scrunched my face up and sat down, moaning in pain.

Alfie walked through the door and Nala jumped up at him.
"Hey Nala" I heard Alfie's voice.
"Zoe!?" Alfie yelled as he saw me in pain on the couch.
"Hey alf" I say trying to smile.
"Are you okay?" He questions.
"Yeah just a kick that's all" I say.
"Zoe" Alfie says staring into my eyes.
"Alfie, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for whatever I have done I didn't mean to do it. I love you, I love you more than anything and I never want that to end. Alfie please don't break up with me" I say now crying.
He squeezes my hand.
"Zoe I'm not going to break up with you. Don't worry. But, I do have something to tell you" He say.
"I have been offered a tour in Tokyo"
"Oh that's brilliant Alfie! When are you going?" I ask peeking up. MABYE me and little one can come?" I ask.
"2 Days. And you can't fly while your pregnant" he says.
I release my hand from Alfie's.
"Your going to leave me while I'm this far on through pregnancy so you can go and do a tour?" I ask getting a bit annoyed.
"Well, it had already been booked in so sorry it's only 2 month" he says trying to get my hand.
"Dont touch me!" I say moving my hand away screaming.
"Alfie how could you be so self centred as to not message me about it or even talk to me? You are leaving your family. What if something happens. What if I go into labour. AND AS THE DAD YOUR NOT GOING TO BE THERE!! I can't believe you Alfie!" I scream while breaking down into floods of tears.
He looks at me. A tear in his eye.
"Zoe I'm so sorry please forgive me." He says now crying.
"No Alfie! If anything happens to me and this baby, god forbid, you aren't going to be here. Just forget it" I say quietening down towards the end.
"Zoe...forget what. What are you trying to say?" He questions, I looked at his hand and he was shaking like crazy. His eyes tearing up.
"No...no zoe. You can't. Please don't." He says trying to grab my hand.
I let him keep my hand for a second and then I slowly pull it away.
"I love you Alfie. I really do. But I can't deal with you right now Alfie. I just need a small break." I cry.
"Where are you going to go?" He asks.
"I'm staying here. But I will be in a different room. I know it's not a big break but I just need some space to think"
I get up and make my way upstairs.
I love him.
I really do.
I love you Alfie ❤️

Alfie's POV
I'm so sorry.
I love you Zoe ❤️

A/N me again! Please comment down below wether you think Alfie should stay with Zoe at home or go to Tokyo for 2 month!!
Love you! ❤️

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