Just You and Me.||COMPLETED!!!|| WATTYS2018

Little blue baby

Alfie's POV
I walked into room 5 to see zoe asleep on the bed. But what broke my heart the most, was the empty cradle at the side of her bed.
I sat down in front of the cradle and next to Zoe's bed.
I was so frightened. I couldn't believe this had happened and to think I was the one that killed the child because I was on tour. How selfish am I? I'm such an idiot!!
I stood up to face the mirror on the sink in the opposite end of the room.
"Your so stupid Alfie! How could you do this! To zoe, to your own child. Zoe deserves better than you. And when she finds out about this she is going to leave you. It's the end of your relationship with her. YOU IDIOT" I began to breath really heavily and heavily punched the sink. Ouch.

"A-Alf?" I turned around to see my girl looking at me confused.
"What did you do that for?" Zoe asks looking concerned.

I walked over to zoe and sat beside her. Here goes.
"I was annoyed at myself. I'm an idiot zoe I really am" I couldn't help but break into tears.
I felt zoe grab my hand and looked at me concerned, moving her bed to sit up so she could talk to me better.
"Alfie. Your not an idiot. Your my fiancé. I love you. And if you are an idiot, for whatever reason, your my idiot." She says smiling.
"Wait. Have I finished surgery? What did they do to me? Why did I have those pains? Wait! ALFIE. ALFIEEE. WHERE IS OUR BABY!!?" She began to break down into tears.
I sat on the bed next to her and wrapped my arm around her. I had to stay strong to tell her this.
"Gorgeous, basically, the pains you had wasn't labour. Our baby was lacking in oxygen on your first lot of pains-" I gulped.
"When I was in T-Tokyo. That's when you should of came. The rest of the pains was b-because..." I tear rolled down my eyes and zoe began to shake and look at me. Her bright blue eyes becoming even more brighter as her eyes filled with tears.
"Our baby died" I watched as she broke down into tears, crying on my chest. I began to cry cuddling her tight. After all, this could be our last cuddle together...

Zoe's POV
I couldn't believe what Alfie was telling me. Our baby can't of died. She was kicking the other day.
"N-no alf! Please tell me this is a sick joke and your going to surprise me with it" I say looking around the room for the baby.
"No little one. It's gone. It's my fault, I was never there for you to bring you here when the first lot of pains started. If I did the baby would still be here. But because I'm so selfish I decided to go to Tokyo..." Alfie sobbed.
I struggled to breath and my tears were rolling down my eyes much quicker.
"Alfie it's not your fault. We finished that argument there and then. Your okay. It's none of our fault it's natural. Don't think that" I cried.
"I'm sorry zoe. I understand if you want to leave me..." I watched as he looked down.
"Alfie" I sat back down beside him grabbing his hand and lifting his head up.
"Your the last thing I want to loose. I need you the most right now and I never want to let you go even if I had lost a million baby's and it was all your fault, I still wouldn't leave you because I learn to forgive you! We forgive each other and that's what our relationship is based on. Now, we go along after today, even though we lost our child. We love it. We have the scans. There is still a body so we can get it cremated or buried and visit it all the time. It is still with us, you just have to believe it is with us" I whispered.
"Okay. I love you little one" he engulfed me into hug. I pulled out of this 2 minute hug and placed a kiss on his lips.
Just at that point a doctor Burt through the door.

"Okay who's first?" He asks holding this tiny, blue baby in his arms.
"Excuse me?" I ask.
"Zoe, I want to hold the baby before it goes, wether you do it or not but I want to hold our child" he says holding his hands out.
"Me to" I smile.

I watch as Alfie cradles this tiny blue baby in his arms. I don't want to say dead because I like to think they are still here to stay positive.
He couldn't help but let out a slight smile.
"This is our child babe" he smiles looking at me, for his eyes to soon be back on the baby.
"Boy or girl?" I ask leaning over.
He checks and looks up at me. He lets out a smile.
"It's a..."

A/N Thank you so much for reading the next chapter will be up tomorrow. I hope you like this chapter. Comment down below what gender you think the tiny blue baby should have and a name. Also tell me why you have chosen this name! I love you all even though half of you I don't even know are there! But hello ☺️! Love yah all ❤️ Stay awesome. Byeeeeeeeee xx