Racers - Kang Daniel

A/N - HBD Kang Daniel & Confession

Dear Kang Daniel,

Happy birthday! Thank you so much for being born and existing. Thank you that you have grown to be such an amazing human being. I love you so much. I've loved you since the first time I saw you on Produce 101, because you're so gorgeous, duh, and you seems to be a really nice person. I thank God for giving me the chance to know you. I wish you every happiness and all the best.

And Dear Readers,

This book is particularly special to me, because most of the story with the family and her concerns was based on my true story. I only altered some parts to fit the flow of the story. I still cried every time I wrote it, because the memory is still so vivid in my mind it feels like yesterday. My heart was broken when I knew one of my reader had a similar experience. I hope that no one will ever experience this or any other bad things. I wish all of you to be happy.

The only part that I wish was true is the Kang Daniel's part, but it's not. I used to wish that there's someone who could help me to get through it, but it was just me, on my own. So, I decided to be my own hero, because I gotta do what I gotta do. But hey, I'm still alive, and things have been doing so much better than it was, so I couldn't ask for more.

But these past few days, I've been getting a lot of thoughts, of my life choices. Especially ever since Kang Daniel was sick until his birthday today. I could feel his kindness, humbleness, gratefulness, and persistence from the things that he did during this time (I'm sorry, I just love him so much). He inspires me to become a better person. And I thank him for that.

So, I've been having an emotional turmoil right now. I promise I'll comeback as soon as I can and bring you good updates.

Again, I'm really grateful from the bottom of heart for your support on this book. It means a lot to me. I didn't know that I could use this experience as something useful. I was just sad that day when I started this, and thought that I might as well sobbing while writing. I'm sorry for the long ass rant, I was contemplating on sharing this, but I just feel that I needed to.

And if there's just one more thing that I could say to you guys "Thank you for being born and existing in this world"

Plus here's a virtual hug from me, and a pat in your back "You have done a great job"

With much Love, from the very bottom of my heart,

Shia Akle