Pokemon Boiz x Reader

A/N

Is this book fun for you? Do you even read it or just like everything to help some random girl on the Internet with her low self esteem?

Because right now, that is what I'm afraid those who actually do read my works and request are. Just helping me because they pity me.

My works are absolute garbage.

The worst.

I don't think I... I'm not good enough for this book anymore. 

Pokemon....I just....it's like it left me. But it may come back after a shower and a chore along with my freaking hard math homework.

Or I just...lost it.

I'm so sorry.

But is this book even worth it? Is my writing worth it? Am I worth it?

Do you want to know the answer?

Huh?

Go ahead, I'll put some pictures for you to guess. 

Go on, comment it right here.

I'll wait.

No.

The answer is no.

Nothing in this book is worth it anymore.

The magic is gone, as if it was there in the first place.

My writing is horse dung.

Why do people even read this hellhole?!

I am so so so sorry.

I'm sorry.

Sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry my writing isn't enough.

I'm sorry my writing is so bad.

I'm sorry inspiration is barely there anymore.

I'm sorry I'm out of ideas And I constantly beg for more.

I'm sorry for being an attention whore.

I am so very and sincerely sorry...

Sorry...

This must be your reaction

You must be mad at me.

You must hate me now.

Want to unfollow me and unadd my book from your reading list.

I'm so so so sorry.

Will you forgive me if I try and make another xreader for another fandom?

Would you?

Request it. 

Or if you want me to try and keep going with these half baked stories you somehow enjoy.

Request who.

But for now...

For now I'm just here. And I'm sorry.

God, I'm being an attention whore.

I'll just... I'll just leave.

Before you ask I am not suicidal.

Goodbye...

For now...

Do with this as you will. I may be back.

I'm so sorry.

~Eva