Pokemon Boiz x Reader

Silver x Reader

Solo strikes again with this request from LivingSolo909 for a tsundere and a depresso to get together. I'll try but it will be difficult! Question:

What kind of deer are you? I'm mostly a kuudere and Unidere mix. (I think I spelled it right...)

Also trigger warning for depression, self harm, suicidal thoughts, suicide,Etc.

Storytime!

Cut

Cut

Cuuuuuut

Your flesh opened and cold air sting the various wounds all over your body. Legs, arms, wrists, neck. Yes, you cut your own neck. But you didn't care.

Nobody loved you anyway. You were just a blip with no firemds and no personality and no Pokémon. Just some random twelve year old girl on the side of the streets that nobody would dare look at. 

A twelve year old girl who had to own a job and pay for herself to own a tiny one room apartment for herself and herself alone. 

Nobody would believe if she said she was never not alone. But that time did exist. Back when she was ten years old.

The crisp Cherrygrove breeze flew through your hair as you saw the Redheaded boy with his Totodile about to leave town. You catch up to him with a smile. You used to be so innocent, so happy, until he....he....

"Silver!"

You waved and ran up to him. He took one look at you and blushed a deep crimson. He turned his faces but his Pokemon partner left put of his arms to greet you. The small alligator Pokémon jumped into your arms and you embraced it tightly. Silver snuck a peek and blushed some more, putting his hair to shame.

"Hey little guy! I missed you too!"

Silver gave in and walked towards you. You beamed at him and hugged him with totidile squished on the middle. Totidile cried in joy.

"Totidile sandwich!"

"(YOUR NAME)!?"

Silver was being such a tsundere you just had to laugh. Totidile squeezed out of you but you kept hugging Silver, making his heart pound. The drumming of his speedy heart calmed you somehow.

"Stay with me, Sil?"

His facial expression softened for a minute before rerouting back into a gorgeous pink. It suited him well.

"Y-Yeah. Whatever!"

You giggled and held him closer. Totidile was chasing a small Sakura bud thst caught in the breeze around in circles. 

That was the last time you ever saw Silver.

You cried thinking about it. You missed your best and only friend. You missed that cheery water type who'd always make you laugh. If silver just didn't disappear, Amun e you wouldn't be right here, right now.

In your apartment bathroom with a knife  cutting until you bleed to death. You look in the silver blade. Silver. Blade. That's it.

To hell with everything.

Time to embrace death instead of beckoning it!

...

...

...

The knife went into your broken heart. You gasped a last breath yelling: 

"SILLLLLVERRRRRRRR!!!!"

Your last word was his name.

Thousands of kilometers away, a long haired boy stiffened and look around. He thought he had been called. His two friends, Gold and Crystal, look back at him worriedly.

"Hey, SIl? You okay?"

"Heard something?"

The boy shook his head and looked down at the ground between his feet within his onyx eyes.

"I thought I heard my name."

I'm sorry. This was bad. Onto the next one I guess.

~Eva