spark.

this is it.

well.

hey, guys. 

i'm not gonna be updating this book anymore. i'm really sorry.

i'd already fallen out of the fandom, completely now, and i don't really use wattpad anymore either. so, continuing this book would prove to be pretty bad, since i'd be using something i don't even enjoy anymore and having no motivation to continue a book about a fandom i'm not even in. 

for a while, i was tempted to just leave it and not come back, but i knew most of you, like the friends i've made on here and just the kind readers in general, didn't deserve that. so here i am, for the last time, saying my goodbyes. it was great to do this, and i don't regret it. i won't be deleting this, so at least there's that? but i'm finally deciding to just... end it. 

i'm really sorry i couldn't finish off the story. if any of you want to know what was supposed to happen in the end just summarized, you can message me, if you'd like, i still have my notes buried somewhere for where i wanted this to go, or if you want, you can just come up with your own creative ending and tell me, or something, then that'd be sick too. to those who want to keep in touch, like the friends i've made here that i don't talk to elsewhere already, then just dm me or something soon, before i log off... completely. 

i'll check back in a bit, to see everyone's feedback and gauge reactions, and reply probably. if anyone reads this? again, it's been awhile, so i hope some people (who've been waiting fruitlessly) see this, and understand. to you, im very sorry. i hope you at least enjoyed what's here already even though there won't be more.

i'm really... glad this happened. I appreciate all of you so much, and i thank you so much for reading, and all that. 

bye, guys. much love :)❤︎