⚠️Trigger warning I guess ⚠️
I grew pretty attached to you, like a dog on a lead.
Since El arrived you had fallen.. and hard. She trusted you and the other way as you were the only other girl.
Thought you were everything I could of ever dreamed of.
You dreamed about the perfect relationship, someone to love you and hold you.
And more than I could ever need.
But you like boys, boys, boys
But you like boys, boys, boys
And you don't like me.
You watched her and mike fall for each other, you broke.
Always thought you looked at me differently than anyone that you'd see.
She would smile at you every-time you walked into a room.
Thought you were aching to see me. At any, any possibility.
She apparently always asked after you.
But you like boys, boys, boys
But you like boys, boys, boys
And you don't like me.
Watching day after day the way the 2 fell for each other, it was breaking you.
I could be a bitch and tell you a million reasons why being with me.. would be better than any other guy.
You knew that after everything she would be happier with Mike but you couldn't help but feel like you could treat her better.
I could tell you I'd treat you right and never wrong.
You would never treat her wrong.. she was amazing
Tell you in my arms is where you belong
But I know that you can't change someone
So I'll just leave you alone
You would never want to change her.. she was a perfect.
although
I wish you liked girls, girls, girls
Wish you liked girls, girls, girls
Girls like me
You wouldn't change her but in the end you wish she liked girls.
You could of had the decency to tell me
Everytime I'd kiss you
That women isn't really something
That you've ever been into
You would kiss her cheek, hug her.. you just wish she knew the reason.
Cause you like boys, boys, boys
'Cause you like boys, boys, boys
And you don't like me
You started to drift away from Mike and El.. the pain was too much.
You could of had the kindness to turn me down privately
Instead of laughing about it with all of your friends
And talking shit about me
You began to get bullied but never knew the reason why, turns out she asked why I didn't hang out anymore, mike told her and she laughed. The whole school soon found out.. you getting the name 'fag'
Cause you like boys, boys, boys
'Cause you like boys, boys, boys
And you don't like me
I could be a b*tch and tell you a million reasons why
Being with me would be much better than with any other guy
I could tell you I'll treat you right
And never wrong
Tell you in my arms is where you belong
But I know that you can't change someone
So I'll just leave you alone, although
I wish you liked girls, girls, girls
Wish you liked girls, girls, girls
Girls like me
You came home one night.. the pain too much, you had no parents.. or family. The guys new this. You stopped eating, sleeping, your grades dropped and you began to cut.
And I know you don't swing that way
But that won't take my feelings away
Oh I wish you liked girls
I wish you liked girls
Like me
Just as I said, I began to cut, not perfect. Never good enough. You became more depressed and everyone began to notice. Will and Dustin came up to you one day. They hugged you but you felt numb. They felt your ribs. Saw the cuts, saw the sunken eyes. But what could they do.
And I know you don't swing that way
But that won't take my feelings away
Oh I wish you liked girls
I wish you liked girls
Like me
And I know you don't swing that way
But that won't take my feelings away
Oh I wish you liked girls
I wish you liked girls
Like me
Your mind and body slowly began to give up. You drew lines on your wrists.
I could be a b*tch and tell you a million reasons why
Being with me would be much better than with any other guy
I could tell you I'll treat you right
Tell you in my arms is where you belong
But I know that you can't change someone
So I'll just leave you alone, although
I wish you liked girls, girls, girls
Wish you liked girls, girls, girls
Wish you liked girls, girls, girls
Girls like me
April 1986... Will was better... eleven was back.
13th.. Y/N Y/L/N passed.
Everyone attended.. the whole school. Your siblings. Your family.. eleven. Maybe you shouldn't have left.. but it was too late now. You just watched over for the rest of eternity.
Okay like low-key cried writing this ❤️
