Okay so by the title you can tell this might be triggering but this is also hard for me to write so sorry for any mistakes, I guess, enjoy ❤️
You and Millie had been together about a year now and everything had been going well until you came out and told her fans, at first things were okay and you didn't look at any of the comments but now nothing was okay.
There were comments about your weight and how you could loose a few pounds and how your skin wasn't clear like Millie's, deep down you knew not to listen to them but you couldn't help it, what else were you supposed to do.
Millie hadn't noticed because she had been filming a lot but you skipped all meals and had an apple at tea but throughout the day you would only drink water and go to the gym for an hour or two. You started to notice results after a week and this made you want to do it even more.
When Millie came back you stuck to the same thing but she noticed something was up when you couldn't lift her anymore, you couldn't do anything you used to. You and her used to go to the gym together and work out but now you couldn't even walk for 10 minuets without getting tired.
She had spoke to her mum (or mom whatever) and she told he that she needed to keep an eye and make sure that you ate, but whenever she did you just said you weren't hungry.
Around month 3 she knew she had to do something more, she could see your sunken eyes, already skinny wrists becoming too small to even hold a hair tie, your nice body had become skin and bones.
"Hey Y/N" Caleb greeted you.
You let a small 'hi' out and a tired wave and that used all the energy you could muster.
"We're going out to lunch, you want to come" he asked
"Um no, I already ate" you smiled.
"No, come on, you haven't Millie said" caleb said and you cursed lightly.
"Alright"
- time Skip -
You were forced to eat something at the restaurant so you ordered an egg salad and due to the egg you would have to do something you hadn't done yet, not needed to. You'd throw it up.
After eating you excused yourself and went into the bathroom, pushing your fingers to the back of your throat before feeling everything come back up. You kept going until nothing was left. You fell back onto the floor exhausted.
"Y/N please come out, we can hear you, this has to stop" you heard Caleb and Millie.
"I can't" you whimpered.
"You can do this, we believe you can get over this" Millie said.
"Just unlock the door and we'll carry you out" Caleb said softly.
You reached up and unlocked the door before falling back down.
Your eyes began to close.
"Don't fall asleep, keep your eyes open Y/N"
And then you blacked out. Maybe you were dead, who knows at this point.
