Jay
That last session was real disturbing for the both of us because neither me nor Bey had bothered to say anything. Walking past the rest of the concerned couples, we went straight to our bedroom. I watched by the door as Bey crawled into the bed under the ocean blue, satin sheets. The counsellors put two king sized beds in our room to symbolise our separate lives. We'd slept in our own beds just to keep the awkwardness out the way.
"You can come in Jay,"Bey's voice croaked. I kicked my shoes off and took my jacket off joining her.
"I'm sorry for everything. For lying, for screaming, for being a bitch to you,"she apologised. I pulled her closer to me by her hips and I wrapped my arms around her from behind.
"You weren't a bitch Bey because I played a part too...I just can't believe that you went through all that,"I rubbed her belly like I used to do when we got along better.
"Ditto. I'm sorry about your grandma."
"Don't apologise,"I blinked hard to stop my tears. She was a sensitive topic. "I feel like I let her down though because I should've looked after her better. Ma was stressed and Kay was just a little girl. I failed her,"Bey turned around and wiped my tears.
"You didn't fail her. Jay all you were doing was protecting Ms Gloria. Who knows? If you hadn't had shot him then she could've died that day. That man was a useless waste of space. Yes, you wanted to be a basketballer but you've become something even better- a man. A lot wouldn't want to be here seeing a 'shrink' because they feel like it's a pussy move but you actually wanna work things out between us. Neither of us were honest or loyal to each other. I just feel like the reason you married me is more justified than the reason I married you. I married you for money,"she sighed.
"Bey you were on your own. I don't even understand how you can still look at your parents after they treated you like that,"I shook my head. I wanted to break Mr Knowles for what he did to her. How could you treat your own daughter like that? And Mrs Knowles was just as bad. While her daughter was being abused she was off sipping margaritas and having massages.
"I can't Jay. All the time I keep on asking myself 'where did I go wrong?'. 'What did I do?'. It's not fair,"she began to sob.
"I know it's not fair Bey. But you should've told me about Eddie. He's fucking dead to me now,"I played with her soft hair.
"I didn't know how. Our relationship was rocky and I knew he'd twist it. I just wanted to forget about everything."
"Things always work out in the end babygirl...did you ever imagine this? Crying our fucking eyes out and sharing stories?"she laughed and shook her head.
"We too gangster for this shit."
"Word up,"I agreed and she laughed again.
"I missed you Shawn Carter,"she looked up at me with her glistening eyes.
"I missed you too Beyoncé Knowles-Carter,"I kissed her lips and she kissed back. Before things started to get sexual I broke it. "Is there anything else I need to know?"
"Every detail about my life has been told by that look a like bitch,"she rolled her eyes and I laughed.
"She could be your twin sister,"I joked.
"Nigga I've had enough of secret siblings I'm cool with Solange,"she blew her breath and I laughed. "Anything I need to know?"
"Everything I've tried to hide has been exposed. I just wanna get outta this place already,"I grumbled.
"Same but we gotta work through it. It's gonna help us a lot when we leave. We just have to wade through the bullshit and bullshit ass couples downstairs,"she kissed her teeth.
"Angelina and Brad and Chris and Queen are the only ones who fucking up the atmosphere always tryna back out,"I agreed.
"Imma smack that lil bitch Angelina in the damn face. She can't be fucking with me like that."
"You ain't gon do shit to nobody. You ain't fighting here,"I slapped her ass under the bedsheets. There was a knock on the door before it opened.
"Hey ya-oops never mind me carry on getting the good New York shit Beyoncé, I'll wait,"Cardi laughed turning round.
"It's alright, Cardi. What you want?"
"Just wanted to see if y'all were okay and if you could come downstairs. Turns out while Nakita was claiming Terroll has a mental illness she was fucking Chris on the low. Now Queen is packing her shit, Kim is claiming she's pregnant, Angelina has been screaming that she wants a divorce, Kevin got some girl pregnant and Idris is spitting bible verses like it's a damn freestyle. I need some realness,"she pretended to faint at the door and we laughed.
"I'm coming. I'll see you later?"Bey sat up in bed.
"I'm not going anywhere,"I smiled and she kissed my lips.
"Mmmm I see somebody getting their thang on. I don't think y'all need to be here anymore. Getting all kinky and shit."
"All we were doing was hugging,"I chuckled.
"Okay but hugging leads to humping and you know the dirty dirty rest,"she snapped her fingers. We laughed again and Bey blew me a kiss before leaving the room.
That day made me realise that we were more alike than we thought. She'd been through so much and so did I. I actually understood why she married me. She didn't have anything to lean on and with the money she got she could move on with her life. All I had to do was get back to loving here.
Beyoncé
"Did y'all have that session too? You were both looking sad when y'all came out,"Cardi asked and I nodded. We sat on a lounge chair on the beach the resort owned with two piña coladas.
"Yeah, we did. I just realised that I do have flaws and I'm not perfect."
"Same. It came to me that I've been selfish to Offset. He wants children but I ain't ready for none of that. I just started my career and yes we're getting married but what's the rush for children? My pussy too fragile for that,"I giggled at her.
"He's been waiting for the right woman to come along and start a life with her and that right woman is you. He probably doesn't wanna lose you or anything like that."
"You're right but I know his exes finna have some loud shit to say. I hate a bitch that like to talk shit,"she nodded.
"You think you gonna stay with him even though his exes always in the picture?"
"I turn Offset on, Bey, and if a bitch have beef with me she gon have beef with me-"she pulled her sunglasses up. "Forever,"she whispered putting them back on and laughed.
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Author's Notes:
On the 5th Day Of Christmas Bey and Jay connected🤗
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