Behind The Fake Smiles

Little Girl

You're a Worthless person
They told her
The little girl was confused
What is " worthless "
She was just 7 years old
The word felt too big for her
As she grew up
She learned the meaning of the worthless
A person with no value or use
She was called " worthless " by the people at school
She tried to lie to herself and tell her that's not
But the little demons in her head wouldn't leave her alone
Think more positive she told herself
But she couldn't negatively rapped around her like a blanket
She was worthless as they said
There's nothing important about her
She was all alone
She had a family but no one cared about her
She was the forgotten child
No friends at school
Who wanted to be friends with a freak like her that's what they called her there
She was all alone
Suicide was something that always was on her mind
She could overdose on pills
There's a bridge she could jump from
She could slit her wrists till she loses lots of bloods
She could drown herself in the swimming pool
Or she could hang herself
To her those were hard choices
After thinking about it for days
She chose to slit herself till she dies
She sat on the bathroom floor with blades in her hand
It was all perfect in her mind
She's finally going to be free from this living hell