"Memories are hard to forget. Caring for someone is hard to regret. Losing someone is hard to accept. But even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go and moving on is the most painful yet"
Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true.
Loneliness hurts.
Rejection hurts.
Losing someone hurts.
Envy hurts.
Jealousy hurts.
Trying to let go and move on isn't exactly the most easiest thing when the other person still wants you to hang even though they are the one that hurt you in the first place. In the end you'll just end up losing them to save yourself from being hurt more.
Rejection is a hurtful thing. But if you're rejected for your best friend or a close friend....then that is a whole different level of pain. Everytime you see your friend it's just a constant reminder of that rejection.
I hate it when people say 'I know it must be hard for you' or when they say 'I know how you feel' cause it's not true. They haven't got the slightest clue as to how hurt someone feels.
Women are strong. So when something like this happens they just smile and act happy for their friend. But behind that smile is a million tears that no one can see.
They will keep asking themselves "Why? What's wrong with me? Am I not good enough?" and at times that leaves a scar. A scar that won't ever go away. They even become insecure because they feel like they aren't good enough or that they're second best.
Women might be strong in front of other people but as soon as they're alone they break down.
Only someone who knows them inside out will be able to see right through their smile and see the pain they're going through.
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Inner Feelings
عشوائيThis isn't a fanfic or a story. It's a blog I guess, if that's what you wanna call it.