Inner Feelings

Music

Music.

There are so many things to say about music.

Music has played a really big part in my life.

There are days when I feel like blocking the entire world out because I just can't take it anymore.

I end up shutting everyone out and pushing them all away.

Because everything just gets a bit too much for me.

And just when I feel like nothing's going to ever be right again, I turn on my music.

And it changes everything.

It really depends on what kind of music listen to or who you listen to.

For me it's bands. Pop/punk etc.

I always listen to the lyrics really carefully.

The lyrics always have such a deep meaning to them.

They tell me that everything's going to be alright.

And that even if everything's going wrong, I just have to be strong because one day, one day very soon, everything is going to go right.

If I'm feeling insecure about myself then the lyrics will tell me not to listen to all those people that call me ugly and that I'm actually beautiful in my own way.

The lyrics tell me not to give up on life.

And to carry on surviving and living.

To keep fighting.

I just have to try hard and it'll all be okay.

Music isn't just some pretty sounds or lyrics put together.

It's almost as if music is your own therapist.

To be honest music actually helps better than therapists.

I guess that's why it's always the teenagers that listen to music the most.

Because we're at the age where we're fighting against the world and going through so many phases and experiencing new things.

And music is there to help us with it.

It helps us to understand.

That's why teenagers turn to music.

(Yeah so it's like almost 2:30am and I'm writing this. I don't know why I even wrote this but I felt like I had to write this. No I NEEDED to write this. I'm currently listening to Try Hard by 5SOS and that gave me inspiration to write this even though the song has nothing to do with this but in a way it does. Anyways enough of me blabbering on :) please vote and leave a comment. I feel like I'm loosing my readers and I'm sorry about that)