My 2018 Diary

12/30/17

Today I worked a game. I know I signed up to work it but after not working for a week I wasn't ready to go back. I had to waitress the rich people who sit on the sidelines. It was my first time doing it. When my boss told me what I was going to be doing I immediately had flashbacks to when I use to waitress. That was a terrible time in my life. Never again! Working today wasn't bad although there weren't many people, therefor I only made five dollars in tips.

Zach came in today... I am so tired of him always being here. I didn't move two states away to still always have him at my house. I know I should just be like no I don't want you over but that's hard to do. I really want to be eating healthier I really truly do but when ever he comes down we always eat a shit ton of junk food. I get so upset about it, I really wish he would support me on my journey to a healthy life. Today for instance we went out for pizza. After that we made a trip to Walmart to get a bunch of snacks ie chips pretzels and chocolate. I don't know how to do this, all of this, my whole life. I get so unhappy whenever ever he comes over I wish I would just break up with him but then I would be all alone.