I'm really unsure of what to do. I want to study abroad in Germany so bad the problem is money. I'm guessing it will cost $10,000. So how do I get that much money in a few months?!? I've been really debating on going for so many months already. I am so terrified to go. I HATE planes. It's a 13 hour plane ride. But I'm so excited. It would be so good for me. Get out of the house and on my own for a month get to travel and learn about my heritage. I've been trying so hard to learn German and I'm so excited to go on this trip. Sure there's scholarships but they are only 500-1000 dollars. I'd need to win like 10 of them. The only thing I can really think of is getting a private loan but their rates are absurde.
I've given up so many opportunities in the past because of money I don't want this to be another one. Fuck. I'm running out of time to decide I have less then a month. I have to pay 500 too (which I don't have). So I'm not sure what to do. Zach offered to help pay. I feel bad about taking his money but I don't know where else I'm going to get the 500 in less then a month. I'm freaking out. I wish some magical fairy would give me the money.
What really sucks is Zach goes on vacation about twice a year. So he's taken six BIG vacations since I met him. The last time my family took a vacation? About five years ago and it was just a couple day thing. We've only been on a couple big vacations. Now don't get me wrong I am so grateful for that. I know plenty of people never get to go on a vacation in their whole lives. But I'm Im in college I want to go out and explore the world. And I do get jealous of him because I want to go to! This is my one chance at a big awesome vacation. Something he's never done and I really want to go to make him a little jealous (terrible I know).
WHY DOES SCHOOL HAVE TO COST SO MUCH?!?
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My 2018 Diary
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