Maknae= Taemin

Always Love

Taemin~

Minho is sleeping beside me when I open my eyes. I like seeing him here. It relaxes me. Hearing his even breathing makes me want to go back to sleep. The sun from my window shines on his him, casting a glow on his face. The snow has melted and everything has gone back to normal. Only puddles remain on the ground. He moves and makes small noises. I smile at him. "Marry me." I murmur and cover my mouth right after. Did I seriously say that?! I'm glad he didn't hear that or I'd be in trouble. I lay my head on his chest. His heart beats slowly and I wrap my arm around him. "Mmm this is comfortable." I look up at him. He smiles. Minho looks like an angel today. Just being here together makes me happy. I smile and he brushes my hair back. I stand up on the bed, putting my leg on the other side of him to get off the bed. "Where are you going?" I look down at him. 

"I need to stretch." He pouts. 

"But we were so comfortable." 

"I'll be unable to dance all day." 

"Why is that?"

"I need to stretch in the morning everyday."

"Do you do yoga?" 

"I'm too bouncy for that." 

"Are you?" He puts his hands on my ankles. "But you're not too quick." 

"I thought I was." 

"Quick enough to stop me?" He yanks me down on top of him and groans. I hurt him. 

"Are you okay?"

"You're not really heavy. You just took my breathe away but that's normal." I blush. "You are too cute."  He reaches up and touches my cheek. 

Minho~

How many times did you cry for me? How many times did the tears spill where my hand is? If I could wipe it all away, I would. His happy smile warms me inside. I love him. You know it's love when sitting here looking at each other and not saying a word is worth more than 1000 'I love you's'.  I need him and his strength. All I want is him, this boy, this Maknae, my Taemin. We're more than friends without even needing to say it. Neither us have mentioned boyfriend. Maybe we don't need to have the label. All we need is each other. "Minho?" He looks worried. I give him and reassuring smile. He calms down. I take his hand and put it over my chest. 

"Can you feel that?"

"Yes."

"It beats for you and only you." He looks at me and his eyes shine. I love him. I love him. Lee Taemin is who I want to spend the rest of my life with, I want to hold him, kiss him, love him and show him happiness. I want him in my life. I'd go to New York so I could marry him. I want to (even though it's impossible) have children with him. I want to adopt children with him. I want him to know how I feel. "Taemin." There are tears in his eyes. 

"Yeah?" 

"You know that I'm always here for you, right? You know that there's only me for you?" I didn't mean it to come out as possessive as it did. 

"I know." I tilt his chin down and kiss him. He kisses back softly and I wrap my arms around him. I don't understand how I can be such a coward. He said that he loves me. I love him. He knows that but I've only written it. I put his hair behind his ears. I love him!! Why can't I say it? My alarm clock rings and he pulls away with a sigh. "I should go start to practice." 

"We have all day." 

"If I don't leave now" He gives me a devilish grin. "I never will."

"Is that supposed to be a bad thing?"