I'm...not a monster? (vampire knight x reader) *UNDER EDIT*

chapter 8: Werewolf?

This werewolf will be an OC and it is a she, and she- I don't want to give anymore information  if you want to find out then read on~

*(Y/N)'s P.O.V*

I walked back to the headmaster's office with Zero at my side "so what were you doing anyway?" Zero asked "running an errand for the headmaster" I told him with a shrug "perfect weekend" he said with sarcasm "yep" I replied with an equal amount of sarcasm.

I pushed open the large doors without bothering to knock "I got the bullets, but I couldn't get the blood I tried but I nearly got raped so-" I cut myself off as I looked at the other person in the room "hello?".

"Oh, (Y/N) I figured you wouldn't be able to get the blood so I got a back up" the headmaster said smiling "wait? did you say you nearly got raped?" he asked "yeah...but that's not important right now...who  is she?" I asked "my backup" the headmaster grinned as he stood next to her.

The werewolf whipped her dark green hair behind her, her long fake nails stretched out as she reached to shake my hand. Her yellow eyes twinkling as she stares at Zero...wait Zero? Oh no, she is not going to steal my man- wait...what? My man? Weird.

I grabbed her hand and unintentionally squeezed it...hard. She yelped but shook my hand "pleasure, I'm (Y/N), this is Zero" I introduced unenthusiastically "hi, the name's Ramona" she said with a purr as she continued to stare at Zero.

I cleared my throat "so...headmast- I mean father...she's your...lab rat?" I questioned "yes...well I wouldn't call her a lab rat, but in a sense you're right" he nodded "well, Ramona. Is actually going to be learning here in the day class because I doubt the night class would react well to a werewolf. And because the all the other female dorm room are full she will be rooming with you".

"Oh I see...what?! What gives you the idea I want to room with her?!" I yelled "now, now don't be rude (Y/N)" the headmaster tutted "there is no other choice" he further explained "I don't mind rooming with you" Ramona chirped with a sickly sweet smile.

'I will kill her' I thought as my eyebrow twitched "no" was my only answer "stop being so moody, let her stay with you" this time it wasn't the headmaster who said that, it was Zero "since when were you so fond of new people?" I huffed. Zero blushed...BLUSHED "I-I'm not" he stuttered-- okay, this is officially way too weird.

I crossed my arms and glared at Ramona, who smirked back at me "you...are sleeping on the floor" I demanded "what?" she faked her sadness "I don't know what I did to make you hate me but I'm sorry" she said with fake tears in her eyes.

"Oh, don't cry Ramona!" headmaster fawned over her "(Y/N), what has gotten into you?" Zero asked "what has gotten into me? what has gotten into you! Acting so warm and cosy with her! We have known each other for years, we were practically raised together! And not once have you ever been so fond of a newcomer" I told him, my own eyes starting to water.

"So you're jealous?" he asked "no! I just don't want her to be in the same room as me let alone building! I don't trust her I can feel it in not only my gut but my heart! When have I ever been wrong about something like this?".

  Zero hesitated for a moment "well, there is a first time for everything...you must be wrong" Zero said shaking his head and walking towards Ramona to comfort her. I let out a frustrated growl "I'm leaving, anywhere away from here. Don't come and find me!" I yelled but none of them were paying attention.

I was walking out the door and when I took one last glance towards the three of them Ramona sent me a cocky smirk, I scowled breaking off into a run.

I sat on the roof of the school building, how long had it been, hours? I looked at the position of the sun "three hours" I concluded. I hid my face in my knees and silent tears streamed down my face "what...what is happening? Am I being replaced?" I asked aloud.

The tears continued to fall. The stars were beginning to show and I stared at the brightest star in the sky and I remembered what Tsubaki had said to me once "if I'm even gone, or just not there with you...look at the brightest star in the sky and that would be me....watching over you".

I continued to stare at the star and I laid back onto the roof "hey Tsubaki..." I whispered to the star "if that really is you...I'm lost and alone. I thought you would always be with me and these past couple of years without you I haven't been able to wrap my head around the thought of you never returning. I waited for ages for a sign that you weren't really dead but all the evidence show that you are...you really are dead. I miss you so much, you were like a mother to me and I don't know what I'm going to do, I need guidance but...every time I find something - just something to hold onto someone takes it away. I'm-- I'm scared." I continued to talk to the star with tears rapidly flowing down my face.

I sniffled and wiped my tears away, to see that the sun had vanished completely and was replaced with the moon, therefore I have been out here for about...five hours maybe six. And I definitely wasn't ready to go back in and face them so I continued to stare at the night sky "(Y/N)! There you are, why didn't you tell anyone you were going to leave" I heard a voice say, I concluded it to be Zero.

"I did tell you I was going to leave, but you were to busy drying the fake tears off that beasts face" I said in a monotone voice with my eyes closed so he couldn't see how red they had become from all of that crying "come on, she's not a beast" he said sitting next to me.

"Oh really, then why did she send me that cocky smirk when I left?" I asked "what 'cocky smirk'?" Zero scoffed "you were to love struck to notice, idiot" I snapped. Zero rolled his eyes "I'm the idiot? I'm not the one who had a tantrum and stormed off!" he defended himself.

"Well, I'm not the one who ignored his friend because of some girl!" I yelled back, Zero sighed "I'm sorry"

"yeah. well sorry isn't going to stop you from doing it again" I said getting up and wiping the dust off of my uniform "will you just trust me? I'm positive that she is a good person" Zero asked "I will trust you if you trust me! I am positive that she isn't a good person, in fact she isn't a person at all" I yelled opening my eyes and staring straight at him.

Zero stared at my eyes in shock "have you been crying?" he asked "yes, no, maybe...why would you care anyway? Just go to your beast and leave me alone!" I hissed as I jumped down from the roof and ran off into the woods.

I ran up to a tree, balling my hands into fists, I pulled back my arm, knuckle landing hard against the tree "he's...so...stupid!" I punched in between words.

"I. Wish. He. Saw. Her. For. Who. She. Truly is!" I yelled, punching one last time. The tree had come lose from it's position in the ground and tipped over "...oops" I mumbled staring down at my now scratched and bruised knuckles.

I walked over to the lake in the middle of the woods and cleaned the blood off of my knuckles "(Y/N)?" I heard a voice ask "Kaname?" I whispered turning around and sure enough there he stood.

"I smelled blood...are you ok?" he asked "oh, you know just punching down trees like a crazy person" I laughed nervously. Kaname sighed "show me your hands" he demanded holding out his own hands, I hesitated my put my hands in his "oh my...you're lucky your hands aren't broken, why would you do something so dangerous?" he asked.

"I was angry!" I yelled "about the new student?" he rose a brow "she has everybody under her spell. Even Zero, the hardest person to persuade to do anything!" I complained throwing my hands in the air "cam down" Kaname chuckled.

"Are you jealous?" he asked "no! I'm just annoyed that Zero can't even trust me with this...my gut has never been wrong but this time it's more than just my gut telling me she isn't to be trusted, it's my heart as well" I mumbled looking at the ground.

"oh? Your heart? Than she isn't to be trusted" Kaname announced "really? You believe me?" I asked in shock "yes, you're not lying...I can hear your heart beat" he said "thank you" I smiled gratefully "it's my pleasure" he said bowing slightly and I curtsied in response, one person who believes me finally -after all this time.

Thank you Tsubaki, thank you