I'm...not a monster? (vampire knight x reader) *UNDER EDIT*

chapter 26: Jelousy's abrewing

Warning first: This is NOT a lemon but i suppose it's a lime, you won't get far enough for it to be a lemon okay? Glob...this will be so embarassing to write let alone read over- okay! Let's do this *game face on*

*(Y/N)'s P.O.V*

My hands flew up to grab Takuma's upper arms, my nails ripping through his shirt and jacket almost breaking his skin, he winced in pain and stared at me with one eye closed "s-sorry" i whispered "no proble-" he stopped dead seemingly having a battle with himself, his eyes fading from dull green to their original bright green "Takuma? Is that you?" i asked he nodded shyly "i-i'm sorry" he muttered "what for?" i asked "for what i'm about to do" he replied, i cocked a brow in confusion but gasped as his slightly cold hands wormed their way up my shirt and rested on my stomach "sorry, i had to deal with Aido's accidental icicles again" he apologized. Trust me this is weird enough but the weirdest thing about this is that i'm not even fighting back, it's like i don't want him to stop but i do!...don't i? 

Takuma leaned down and towards my neck, licking up it i knew what was coming next. Bracing myself for impact i let him sink his fangs into my flesh and draw out blood, i'm pretty sure i said this before remember? When vampires drink a humans blood the human would feel pain, when a vampire drinks another vampire's blood the vampire getting bitten will feel pleasure. But it was known as taboo if a pureblood gets their blood drunk by someone else who is not a pureblood. I tilted my head further to the side and squeezed my eyes shut. Takuma released his fangs and lapped up the extra blood including some dribbling drown his chin, he stared in awe as the wound already started to close up. He looked back over to my face and blushed "w-what?" i asked "you-...you just look so cute blushing like that" he chuckled as my face turned even more scarlet.

I turned my head back around to face him completely but all he did was stare "what is it?" i asked concern writen all over my face "n-nothing i just...feel weird" he replied "how so?" i asked "my hearts beating really fast and i feel like i never want to look away in case someone will steal you when i'm not looking" he replied, i smiled softly leaned up and pecked his cheek. When i pulled away he wasted no time to connect our lips my eyes widened and i tried to speak but it came out as a muffled mess "Lady (Y/N) i-" the intruder stopped dead, Takuma pulled away and glared at the perportrator who just so happened to be Aido. He glared back "what's going on? Why does Lady (Y/N) look so scared Takuma?" Aido asked through clenched teeth "she's not scared, are you (Y/N)?" Takuma asked "w-what? i-i...don't...think so?" i said but it came out as a question. Stroming over Aido ripped Takuma off of me and through him to the other side of the room, he skidded down the wall just for Aido to pick him up by his throat. I gasped and ran over "stop!" i yelled "but he touched you..." Aido growled "i know but please...stop" i begged. Aido glanced at me from the corner of his eye sighed then dropped Takuma "thank you" i said knealing to make sure Takuma was alright "i'm fine, and i'm smart enough to tell when i need to leave so goodbye (Y/N) and... i really do hope i didn't scare you" Takuma murmered standing up and leaving closing the door behind him.

I stared after him my eyes filled wiht concern when i turned to Aido with my hands on my hips and looking him in the eye sternly "what were you tihnking?" i asked flicking his forehead "ow" he whined rubbing the now red spot "he shouldn't touch what isn't his" he replied crossing his arms over his chest and pouting like a child. My cheeks dusted a light pink colour and i stood there shocked "what isn't his?" i repeated "exactly you belong to me" he retorted coming closer the pout now replaced with a smirk "do i now?" i asked, he nodded curtly "i don't think that's right" i continued "how so?" he asked "I belong to no one, no one owns me. I am free" i shurgged walking over to my dressing table, sitting down and brushing my hair, Aido chuckled and walked over bending down so he could see himself in the mirror his breath grazed the back of my neck and i shuddered "don't let other men touch you like that" he ordered and it's funny 'cause this reminds me exactly of what happened with Takuma. I laughed dryly and stared at him in the mirror "what kind of girl do you think i am?" i asked "i dwon't know, what kind of girl are you?" he asked "if i belong to you shouldn't you know that already?" i asked sarcastically.

Aido frowned at my teasing and moved my hair aside to get a good view of my neck "you know...i've never tried..." he trailed off, my eyes widened and i immediately knew what he was talking about. I shook my head so my hair re-covered my neck and i look towards my lap where i watched my hands play with the hairbrush. Aido looked down at me with confusion and worry "what's wrong?" he asked "nothing" i replied all too quickly "yeah right" he replied sarcastically. I sighed "it's just...everyone seems to be treating me as smoe kind of food supply. Like Zero for example, one minute he says he loves me, the next he says he never wants to see me again and no matter what i do for him he never-" i sighed at this point "...he never said thank you..." i whispered "wait- he said he loves you?" Aido asked, i looked at him with a 'really?' kind of face "sorry, sorry" he mumbled "everyone seems to only be out for a quick meal of my blood and that's that, they're done until they get hungry some more. I have a feeling that's the only reason i'm here. Kaname knows heck- everyone in the school knows i wouldn't hurt anyone without a solid reason. Everyone who knows of the existence of vampires in this school would know that i would never drink blood from a human!" i yelled gripping the handle of the hair brush so tight the wood snapped some splintering my hand.

I sighed and picked out the splinters leaving small holes in my skin where blood formed a blob but the whole's sealed and all was left was my hand with a polka dot pattern of blood on it. I could see Aido eyeing it up and sighed once again "i'm tired so..." i trailed off "of course" he muttered walking towards the door and just before he opened it he turned to me and i really hoped he would say something like "i would never hurt you like that" or "i will make sure people understand" but to my disappointment he said "goodnight and...for the record you can't really blame people with the way your blood tastes, i'm surprised i held back" and with that he left closing the door behind him. My brows furrowed in anger and i throught the broked hairbrush at the door with a frustrated scream, i plopped down on the bed and breathed deeply tears pricking my eyes. I buried my head in my pillow and sobbed 'when will i mean something to someone who won't die?' i asked myself before i closed my sore eyes and allowed me to cry myself to sleep.