Chasing My Rival

Prologue About Seb

PROLOGUE ♥

"May crush ka ba? O baka, mahal na, ah?" Tanong sakin ng isa kong friend.

"Ewan ko sa'yo. Lagi na lang yan yung bukambibig mo. Di ka ba nagsasawa? Tss. Wala! How many times should I mention that?" Sabi ko. Naiinis na ako eh. Ngh.

"Weh? Edi abnormal ka na?" Tanong nya with a sarcastic tone.

"Huh? Ano ba yan..common sense please? I just control myself not to get attached to someone right away. And, who knows? In just a minute, I didn't know that I was carelessly falling for a person. That's why, we have to be careful nowadays. Or else, we're hooked up." Explain ko. Nagkibit balikat nalang ako.

"Psh. Look at me Seb." Tumingin naman ako kaagad sa kanya. Sesermunan ulit ako nito. Promise.

Noon, sobra kasi akong naging interesado sa LOVE.

Nagmahal ako.

Pero AKALA ko lang.

Sabi nila kasi, kapag umibig ka na ng totoo, gagawin mo lahat para sa taong mahal mo. Di lang pala mahal. MAHAL NA MAHAL. Pero sa dami ng nagpakilig sakin, wala sa kanila ang mga ito. SInce Kinder 2 pa 'ko nagsimulang magkacrush. Sobrang bata ko pa no'? Puppy love lang pala ang lahat.

Ibig sabihin, di pa dumadating si first love. And sana, di na siya dumating. I hope he was hit by a bus or he died by doing suicide. Don't get the wrong point, just saying...

"What is it, Yoja?" Tanong ko.

"Stop being someone who's trying not to know the definition of love--" Ugh, inunahan ko na siya, so, I bulged in.

"I don't want to get hurt, okay? Even though I haven't felt the essence of it, I don't wanna! No heartaches, heartbreaks, and drama. It's so exaggerating. Aren't you tired of seeing, hearing and feeling all of this things?" I asked. She always acts as if she was born to a 'love expert'. She looked me in the eyes but looked away immediately.

"Hate is love. Sadness is love. Smile is the symbol of love. And pain is love." She yelped at me. "Everything is about love for Pete's sake! Don't you get it? Damn." She stopped for a moment. I sighed. I clenched my fists and bit my lip.

"Please, I wanna be alone," I muttered.

"Fine! I'll leave you and your bitter world." Yoja left me standing at the living room. She has a point. But, she should also understand me.

If I fall, will someone catch me? 

Will I call somebody for help?

What if even though I called someone, he/she took a step forward, without giving me a chance?

All of us are fragile. If we fall, we break. It's a good thing if someone will manage to pick up the pieces. But it will never be the same again. The value of it will only remain.

Nothing more, nothing less.

I'm Sebsen Loprez. Seb for short. Sorry for the misunderstanding earlier with my friend, Yoja Ecasta. Sa barkada namin, siya ang tinatawag naming love bug.

Nosebleed ba? Haha! Sorry, sinasanay kasi kami mag-English ng mga parents namin.

I don't know but, we got used to it.

Hindi pa ako nakakaranas ng 'totoong' heartbreak. Promise. Di pa 'ko nagkakaboyfriend eh. At mas gugustuhin ko pang tumanda ng dalaga.

Pero sabi nila, mas bitter pa 'ko sa mga nakaranas dito. Eh pake ba nila? We have different worlds. And they cannot be the same.

Oh well, I got to do some freaking homeworks. Here's my wicked list.

Assignment:

Filipino - essay about the Philippines

Math - answer pp. 356 A & B

English - poem about friendship

Before I end this prologue, ako nga pala si 'Wisdom Youngheart' ng barkada namin. Sabi nila, kapag nagsasalita ako may WORDS OF WISDOM na lumalabas. Nakasanayan ko na rin yun.

Sige. Gagawa pa ako ng assignment. Got to go! 

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A/N: New story! Hihi. Abangan. :) Background lang yan about Seb =)))