13/12/11
Journal Entry: No. 47
I’ll be seeing her next week. If Ché plays his cards correctly and lives to his part in The Prophesy, everything would be perfect. But one false move and all will collapse. Starting from Monday, I’d be a student in Her school. Hopefully she’d remember me…I hope. The prophesy said something about me bringing back her memory…but I don’t know if I could. No! I must! If I don’t, all will be over. Maybe she might even take a liking to me. Since her mother is Queen Adalia, she would grow into a beautiful, powerful and knowledgeable woman. Or she may have the allure of her father, King Aarón. I hear he’s very alluring, but is very loyal to Queen Adalia. Like my dad to my mom; Queen Alicia and King Ambrosio. They may be alluring but they remain loyal to each other no matter how many suitors they get.
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Something was a little off with her emotions. My heart ached a lot today. I was just minding my own business, when it felt like my heart shattered into billions of tiny fragments that could not be put back together. Too much pain to be my heart hurting. Plus, there wasn’t anything or anyone to break my heart. I broke things off with my ex ages ago. Trust me I’m not going back in a relationship any time soon. Cause’ that was complete hell. They get too clingy. But thank God she got over the break up fast. I felt nothing, cause’ I found out she was using me. But this pain…it was on a whole different level of pain. Nothing could compare to the way she felt. She needs a warm touch from close friend to sooth her distressed heart, mind and soul. It started to rain…I didn’t know how that connected to anything but it felt like it did, somehow. I’ll have to keep a close eye on the weather and on her emotions…soon I may find the connection. I’m excited to meet her after thirteen long years. But I’m sad to leave my home, the place I’ve come to know and love, and all my friends. I will always put my friends before me. This time, however, I have no choice. The adults…they want to speed up the process of The Prophesy by bringing us together. It might work. I’m not that positive about it though. Well this may be my last journal entry for a while…
So long Spain and all those close to me. You will be in my thoughts and prayers, forever and always.
Cordially Yours,
Alexander L.