Friends, Maybe More

Chapter 41

I ran inside and ran upstairs to my dads room.  Well his old room.  That thought brought tears to my eyes.

Why? Why? Why?

I put a note in his bed.  Praying that one day I would wake up and see my dad reading it while sitting on his bed.

That's what I needed to give to him.

The note read;

Daddy,

How could you do this?  Why couldn't you tell me?  I can't comprehend that you will be dying.  I will have no guardian.  Mom is gone.  You're gone.  Forever.  And ever.  I will never wake up to you making my pancakes every morning ever again.  No one can replace you.  Ever.  The thought that my own father killed my mother pains me.  My heart hurts.  No one to walk me down the aisle when I get married.  No one to hold my hand when I get a shot or when I'm on a roller coaster.  I just have to face the fact that you will be out of my life forever.  You had such an impact on the 18 years with you.  Although I only really remember the big memories I will remember them forever and ever.  I love you daddy.  Have fun in heaven.

Katie

My heart hurt so bad.  I reread that note back to myself and the tears that were built up in my eyes have fallen like a waterfall.  

I walked back downstairs and grabbed my dad and I's favorite snack and taped one oatmeal chocolate chip cookie onto the note and walked back outside to Harry.

A/N:

This note made me emotional.  I choose really thoughtful words to put into the note and it took more than I thought it would.  But now I have to go to practice so byeee!