양초||kth x jjk

*twelve*

"seokjin-hyung?"

"jiminie? hi. are you okay?" seokjin asked concernly when he heared the devastated tone of the younger's voice.

"actually...i'm not sure." jimin sniffled. "jungkook is in the hospital. t-tae is in the ordination with him and i-i don't know what's happenning and i'm s-scared."

what? seokjin was confused. jungkook was never sick. and jimin never cried.

seokjin knew this was serious. his boys were at the hospital and he needed to take care of them.

"jimin-ah, don't cry, we are coming right now. i'm with namjoon and yoongi. we'll come and everything will be okay. look, i need to find my keys and then i'll have to drive. should i put someone on the phone with you or will you be fine by yourself?"

"i-i don't know, i-" jimin sniffled again "i'm just so-so scared."

"okay, i'll put yoongi on phone with you. yoongi?" seokjin covered the phone's mic and yelled for the younger. "namjoon, yoongi. the maknaes are at the hospital and apparantely jungkook's hurt or sick or something."

"well, he did seem quite wierd over the past week or so." namjoon frowned concernly.

"jimin is freaking out and i need you to take the phone and talk to him and help him keep it together at least until we arrive, okay?" seokjin turned to yoongi.

"okay" yoongi took the phone and started talking softly with jimin, who was trying his best not to have an absolute breakdown while seokjin and namjoon searched for the car keys.

"where the hell did you put them, joon? i swear to god i'm going to kill you if you broke them." seokjin cursed.

"but keys are pretty hard to break-"

"you've done some harder things in the past" seokjin commented and namjoon smirked.

"well, i certainly have done some har-"

"oh fück off you pervert." seokjin blushed slightly as he rolled his eyes. "anyways, i found the keys. let's go! i hope it's nothing serious."

the boys rushed to the car. seokjin and namjoon sat at the front seats while yoongi sat at the back with jimin on the phone.

"okay, jiminie-ah. we're in the car and we're coming."

"yo-yoongi-hyung... w-what if- what if jungkook's gonna d-die..." jimin hiccuped.

"oh no, jimin don't say that. don't say that because that is not going to happen. jungkook is not dying, i promise." (a/n uh stop)

"i c-can't loose him. i can't lo-loose the one i love...again." jimin whispered and shut his eyes in a desparate attempt to fight his tears back not realizing that he practically just confessed to yoongi.

"what do you mean again, chim?" yoongi asked worriedly. did someone break the younger boy's heart? if so, he'd make sure to make them regret it.

"y-yoongi... i-i'm sorry." jimin hiccuped but his answer confused the older even more.

"you have nothing to be sorry about, jimin, you did nothing wrong."

"b-but i did, hyung. i did. i-i loved ho-hobi-hyung." jimin whispered. it was a wierd feeling letting his emotions out after all those years, but somehow he was relieved.

yoongi finally knew.

"jimin" yoongi was shocked. jimin was hiding his feelings so well for so many years. he recalled all the times he came to the younger crying when something didn't work out with hoseok. jimin would always be able to calm him down and give him the best advice with the brightest smile on his face. the older could only imagine how he had to be feeling. "oh gosh, jimin."

"a-are you mad? hyung, i'm s-so sorry..."

"no, no, of course i'm not mad! chim, why didn't you tell me earlier? that must've been so hard for you, especially after he...passed... you should've told me. i would've helped you." yoongi sighed. sure, when hoseok was still alive, it would've been wierd knowing that jimin was in love with him too. yoongi really admired the three maknaes for being able to keep their friendship even after they all found out about jimin's feelings for jungkook, but the older could only imagine how much suffering the orange head had to endure after hoseok passed.

"how are you all so understanding?" the younger whispered.

"please, tell me next time, jimin-ah. i could never be mad at you for something like this and his...death...wasn't something you should go through alone."

"bu-but hyung... hoseok died and i l-loved him. i love jungkook too and he-he's..." and then, yoongi suddenly understood what was the other boy trying to say.

"oh. oh. no, jiminie, no, it is not because of you. hobi did not die because of you and jungkook did not get hurt or sick or whatever happenned to him because of you. do you hear me? non of this is your fault, okay? it's not happenning because you love him. your love is not a curse, jiminie-ah. being loved by a beautiful, amazing person like you is a blessing."

"b-but what if-"

"no, there are no 'what if's' and that's the final. chim, this is really not happenning because of you, okay? we're pulling up in front of the hospital right now and i'll be there with you any second now, okay? now tell me what floor are you on."

jimin told yoongi where to find him and very soon, he was embraced in his hug, crying his heart out.

"what the hell, this actually seems serious" namjoon whispered to jin.

"yeah, the last time i saw jimin so crushed was when hobi, you know, passed." jin mumbled. "and yoongi looks like he's about to cry too, i wonder what they talke-"

the ordination door opened.

taehyung was carrying jungkook bridal style. the boys were taken aback by the maknae's pale skin and bloodshot eyes, same as his bandaged wrists. taehyung was visibly paler than usual too. his eyes were puffy and red and his cheeks swollen from crying.

"oh my god." namjoon whispered in horror when he saw the pair. "what happened?"

jimin immediately ran over to the boys and cupped jungkook's face in his hands.

"kookie, oh my gosh, kook, are you okay?" he cried.

"jiminie-hyung, calm down. it will be fine." jungkook forced a smile on his face. he was lying. what he just told jimin was a big fat lie and he felt bad for it.

but jungkook was going to tell them the truth very soon.

"jungkookie..." jimin kept crying and caressing his cheek "jungkookie..."

jin, namjoon and yoongi didn't really understand anything anymore. they kept sending tae questioning looks, but he kept looking away.

what the hell is going on with these kids?

"we-i need to tell you something." jungkook finally stuttered out and taehyung sent him a worried look.

"kook...a-are you sure you're ready to talk about this?"

"yes. yes, you guys deserve to know."

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