Dreamer. [joshler]

eighteen. Mine

-Tyler-

Josh kissed me, Josh actually kissed me! I never thought this day would come. We cuddled and snuggled the rest of the night, I was just so happy. I never felt this happy with Ian, ever.

"Did I ever tell you how beautiful you were?" I turned to Josh, so he was awake finally.

I smiled brightly when he tapped the tip of my nose with his finger.

"Can we make pan cakes?" I asked cheerfully.

"Of course." He grinned.

-

The day went by great, Ian kept continually calling and texting me so I blocked his number. Surprised I hadn't done that already. Now me and Josh were sitting at a nice little table waiting for our food.

He had his chin in his hand and he was gazing at me and grinning. I looked down self consciously, a blush creeping across my cheeks.

"I've always wanted to do this," he mumbled.

"Do what?" I looked up at him confused.

"Just sit here and stare at you," he made a weird face.

"I didn't mean for that to sound creepy," I laughed lightly, he smiled back.

"I cant help it, you're like a work of art." That made my face redder and I looked down nervously.

"Hey," he reached forward and hooked a finger under my chin, lifting my head up.

"Don't hide your pretty face." His expression was soft.

I was startled when the waiter finally arrived with our food, Josh pulled away as he set the plates down. Josh started eating but I was hesitant, he stopped eating when he noticed.

"What's the matter love?" Love.

"W-what if I gain weight? I'll be ugly and no one will want me." He gave me a sincere look.

"Everyone gains weight, no matter how much. It won't make you ugly it'll make you even more beautiful." I nodded and decided it was okay.

-

The meal was great and the ride home was great too, Josh seemed a little more antsy. It was late so I decided to head back for bed, Josh followed behind me.

"Tyler can I ask you something?" Even though I knew he was there it still startled me to hear him right behind me.

"Sure, ask me anything." I turned around to face him.

He looked down at me for a moment, almost nervously.

"Will you be mine?" I froze for a moment to take in what he just said.

Like a sudden outburst a wide grin splayed across my face and I filled with immediate joy. I stood on my tip toes and wrapped my arms around his neck, planting my lips over his. He stumbled back a bit, I pulled away shortly after. He looked down at me sorta shocked.

"I take that as a yes?" I nodded my head sharply, grinning even wider.

"Of course!" I watched as a wide grin crossed his face too.

He seemed joyous as he gently grabbed my face with both hands and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged him tightly, he hugged back. After a minute or two I pulled away, he grinned down at me cheekily.

"I feel proud to call you mine," I rolled my eyes and laughed lightly, I'm not that special.

-

-Josh-

I woke up in the middle of the night to a trembling Tyler. I gently reached over and turned the bedside lamp on, he squinted his eyes and pulled his knees to his chest sniffling.

"Hey, what's wrong petal?" I spoke softly not to scare him.

"M'scared," he shook his head, he had tears streaming down his face.

"Shh, don't cry." I pulled him into a warm embrace, he settled a little.

"I'm scared you're gonna think I'm fat and leave me and I'm gonna have to stop eating again and you'll hurt me and turn into Ian and and-" I pushed him back some and lifted his chin to look at me, brushing chocolate locks from his eyes.

"Love I'd never leave you, I don't care if you get fat I think you'd still be just as beautiful." He stared up at me with doe eyes.

"Really?" He sniffled.

"Of course." I planted a soft kiss to the tip of his nose and he giggled lightly, a beautiful sound.

"I love every part of you," I peppered little kisses around his face and neck causing him to giggle more.

"I'd never hurt you, you're too precious for that." He smiled oh so bashfully, his cheeks dusting an adorable rosy color.

"And how could such a beautiful face and body be ugly? You have the cutest of little button noses." I tapped his nose and he scrunched his face and giggled again.

I couldn't help it, he really was the cutest.