"Please." I whisper as her lips move to my neck.
"Baby," She stops. The look on her face looks like she's trying to reason with herself. "How about we go upstairs, turn on another movie, and I can hold you all night." She pecks my lips with a kiss.
"Huh otay." I sight. "Yu know this better be fucking mind blowing when it happens or I'm going to be so pissed."
"Why can't you think about anything except sex yu dork!?." She says smacking my butt on the way up the stairs.
My cheeks go red and I feel the heat radiate off of them. I hate blushing, especially because if Sarah sees she'll makes a big deal out of it.
"What do you want to watch?" She asks, turning into my bedroom doorway.
"I don't know. Is The Nanny on?" We jump onto the bed and she grabs the remote.
"Yes it is!" She says after a few minutes of searching.
"Yay!!" I cuddle up to her so she is spooning me.
"I loved this show." I can feel her smile against my shoulder.
"I still do." I yawn.
"You're lookin pretty sleepy baby girl." She brushes some hair out of my face when I turn to face her.
"Yeah." I mumble, putting my head against her chest.
"Go to sleep baby girl." She whispers.
"Kiss." I whine.
She begins to fidget to get low enough to come face to face with me. I smile when I feel her breath on me, coming closer. She kisses me softly. I don't want her to stop but I'm fighting sleep.
"Alright. Sleep now baby."
"No. Want milk, mommy." The words fall out of my mouth before I even process them. "Fuck!" Now more awake, I start to pull myself off the bed. "Oh my god I'm so sorry. Holy shit I didn't mean to call you that and I didn't want you to know I-"
"Ry, stop." She giggles "It's alright. And I figured it out, I've been at your apartment..all day." She leans in and whispers in my ear, "And I knew it the first time you got into my car."
"..how?" Im still a little shaken.
"I just know these things baby girl." In the dark I feel her kiss my forehead. I suddenly feel so much safer.
"So you're okay with this?"
"Of course hun."
"Oh. Okay.. Would it weird you out if I went and got a bottle?" I ask slightly embarrassed.
"Oh baby," she whispers. "you don't have to drink out of bottles anymore."
She starts to undo her shirt and I'm suddenly filled with excitement. I've never gotten to do this before. I've definitely fantasized about it but never in a million years did I think I'd actually get to.
How does she..?
"Go ahead baby girl. Don't be shy." I nervously crawl to her and start to lower my mouth into her nipple. "That's it." She encourages me.
It's warm and it's sweeter than regular milk. Also Sarah's breast is much better than any bottle. My heart is still racing and I can't contain my excitement despite how tired I am. I feel her start to run her hand up and down my back, making me even sleepier. I keep almost falling asleep but I want to keep drinking. In one of the many moments when I've just about completely fell asleep I feel Sarah start to sit up and move me. I get pretty angry until I feel her other nipple against my lips.
———The first thing I have to think the next morning is what the actual fuck. I'm pretty sure that was just a weird ass dream but also I'm pretty sure that happened. My back is turned to Sarah when I wake up and I kind of just want to nonchalantly slip out of the bed and just walk away. And not acknowledge the fact that that happened. Because what the fuck. Holy shit.
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FanfictionOne of those Sarah Paulson and student romances 😉 *unedited* I will be slowly but surely editing and probably making a few changes too