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HOMOSEXUALS

I look up at her. Her eyes are wide and her cheeks almost start to fill with air. Before they actually can she bursts out laughing.

"Sarah I'm trying to be serious! I'm so fucking confused." I lean back into my headboard.

"Honey," She crawls over to sit next to me. "you kissed my breasts yesterday. You're at least bisexual."

"I know.. you didn't have to laugh though. It's very complicated." I avoid eye contact.

"Riley Jade Addams, being gay or bisexual is nothing to be ashamed of!" I stay quiet. "Oh goodness. Look."

She pulls out her phone and goes into her Facebook and clicks photos. She scrolls so far back that it takes a few minutes then hands me her phone. It's a picture of her wrapped in another girl's arms. Part of me is a little jealous but also this was years ago.

"Who's that?"

"My first girlfriend." She replies. "Well my first real girlfriend. A lot of times in elementary school I'd have 'girlfriends' but that, that was a disaster. Parents were called, several including me were sent to therapy and Jesus camp." I can't believe she's laughing still.

"That's so fucked up!"

"Oh I know." She wipes away her tears from laughing so hard.

"Wait.. You're bisexual?" I ask a little too surprised.

"Oh, no sweetie." She shakes her head. "I'm gay."

I still just sit in shock. So much of me wants to tell her how much I want her to push me down and fuck me but then I remember she's my teacher. "Interesting.. okay."

"I'm sorry honey, I really didn't mean to laugh. It was just so adorable." She giggles.

"It's okay." I awkwardly shrug, starting to laugh too.

"God you're so fucking gorgeous."

My smile falls and I just look at her. Sarah stops laughing and suddenly looks at me very concerned. I hesitate for a second then pull myself up to straddle her lap. I push her down further into the pillow and roughly kiss her. Sarah's hands move from my hips to my bottom to squeeze it. I start to grind myself on her but before either of us could remove any clothing, I lose my nerve and fall off of her onto the floor.

"Ow, shit." I rub my head as I recover.

"What did you hit it on?" She sits up.

"The nightstand." I get up and walk back around to the other side. I return to my original spot and lay down.

"It was hot until you chickened out." She teases.

"Shut up." I groan.

"Why'd you stop?" She twirls my hair around her finger. "On your period?"

"No." I say turning my face down into my pillow.

"Scared to show your body?" She guesses again.

"Nooo."

"Didn't shave?"

"I'm a virgin, Sarah. Okay?" I say a little embarrassed.

"Oh baby that's okay." She lays down face to face with me. "It's not scary or anything. I'll admit I was nervous my first time too but I think you'll really... enjoy it." She laughs.

I scoot closer to her and rest my head against her chest. The smell of her body soap is intoxicating and I feel so safe in her arms.

"I want to." I say letting my hand go under her shirt.

"I don't want you to rush it baby." She kisses my head. "When you feel like you're really, truly ready," She scoots to be face to face with me. "then I'll show you."

I look into her eyes, they're gorgeous. "Will you kiss me again?"

She smiles then does as I asked. Sarah moves on top of me and wrests between my legs. When she leans down to kiss me she takes my left hand and laces our fingers together.

"I don't want to wait." I sigh between soft kisses.

"We have to waaait." She whispers back.

"Let's get Chineeeese."

"Okaaaay." She kisses me one more time then pulls out her phone.

By the time we've chosen a movie to watch and poured ourselves cups of Dr. Pepper the bell rings. Sarah pays and brings the brown bag to the couch.

"Ahh I'd sell my soul for shrimp fried rice!." I pour half the container of it onto my plate and then grab the sweet and sour chicken.

"Don't eat all of it!" Sarah shrieks.

"We got four fucking things of it girl." I say with my mouth full of rice.

"I know but god damn." She laughs.

When we finish she follows me to the kitchen and hands me her plate.
"You don't cook much do you?" She hops onto the counter.

"No. Most the time I eat Mac and cheese, a frozen pizza, or whatevers easy." I say putting the dishes in the dish washer.

"We should do dinner more often. We can cook together, it'll be fun."

"Yeah." I turn around to face her. She's so fucking sexy. How the hell does she look so damn gorgeous all the time?

"Tomorrow we can go shopping or-"

I cut her off and push my lips to hers. I stand on my top toes so I can reach her since I'm so short. My hands run through her hair, down her sides, and to her ass. I can't stop myself from kissing her. Down her neck, between her breasts, anywhere I can get a hold of. I'm sucking on her neck when she pushes herself down and forces me against the fridge.

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I swear I'm gonna update more. college is just busy af and I don't have a lot of time. Sorry Queens!
Also there was definitely a reason I named the chapter homosexuals but I didn't get to incorporate that but I decided to just leave it😂