Is it wrong if some days I want to give up the fight,
End this sorry, sad excuse of a life,
In hopes of finally being free?
Is it wrong if I breakdown and cry,
Even if there’s no reason why,
Just in case someone will decide to care?
Is it wrong if I’m afraid to die,
Afraid of where I’d be in the afterlife,
Because suicide never ends in heaven?
Is it sad that I’m not alone in this world,
But when no one’s home I’m just a lonely girl,
When nobody’s there to catch the tears?
Is it pathetic that the tears feel nice,
When I can’t fall asleep at night,
Because they let me know there are others like me?
Is it bad that when I wrote this rhyme,
It was all because of a stupid time,
And it frightens me that my thoughts can be so dark.
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To my friends- No, I was not actually contemplating suicide while writing this, I just have a dark mind sometimes. To everyone- Please vote and comment if you think it's worthy :) And just ask if you want a dedication, that's how Yhummie got hers :)
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Poetry of All Shades
PoesíaBook of poetry I've written, some dealing with love, some with death, and some are completely random, enjoy!
