Mind of ZAYN ✔️ Zarry

ch. 13 ✏

News Updates:

One Direction members Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Niall Horan, Harry Styles, and former bandmate Zayn Malik were seen in Thorpe Park, January 21, 2018, to celebrate Tomlinson's son 2nd birthday.
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News: Was shading each other over? One Direction's Harry Styles was caught getting out of Zayn Malik's car to meet other bandmates in Thorpe Park, January 21, 2018.
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"I should have known paparazzi were coming over," Louis said after sipping his coffee and adjusting his screen. They were on group video call right after the news came up from Twitter, Instagram, and tabloids.

"We can't do something about that. It was midday and the Sun was shining so bright." Niall said lazily as he switches positions on his bed.

"Hey, cheer up y'all. Besides, we're gonna do interviews soon about our comeback. So, this is just a part of it. Right?" Liam said cheerfully holding Bear in his arms. He's on a laptop.

"Yeah. Yeah. So what about the rumors now?" Harry questioned. For sure, Larry Stylinson and Ziam Mayne rumors will come out as fast as their beating hearts.

"That sucks! I'm so done with it. Larries will go after Eleanor again. And for sure, Ziams are after Cheryl and Gigi now." Louis exclaimed looking disgusted.

"You know what, let's just ignore them. Only our family and ourselves know the truth." Zayn said calmly.

"Oh yeah, like the Zarries are going alive now because of that photo of you and Harry in your car," Louis smirked saying that. Harry eyed him.

"That is because y'all planned it!" He shouted on the screen. Niall and Liam laughed. "We didn't!" Niall defended. "I should be innocent of this, but Louis threatened me for not buying me a meal if I didn't do it." He added and laughed his ass out.

"Yeah, he did the same to me, he said he'll scare me with a spoon, so I did it. I have no choice, man." Liam agreed and laughed, too.

"Hey! So now, it's all my fault? I am the badass now? You both agreed with that." Louis shouted. And Zayn frowned because of the loudness of Louis' voice, he's using an earphone.

"It's okay, Loueh, that already happened." Zayn simply said. Then Harry furrowed.

He should be worried, right? Because she has a girlfriend. But, why isn't he?

"You not worried about Gigi?" Niall asked.

"Nah, she doesn't know. I'm not planning to tell her. I'm not insane for telling her that her boyfriend had a boyfriend." He answered carelessly.

He doesn't give a shit about my feelings. Is he totally that in love with Gigi? For him to forget and regret what we had? Okay, I get it now. He wants to be happy. I should not shade him about that. He's living his life, I live mine. 

"Uhmm, I need to go now. I have an appointment." Harry excused himself. The boys waved him goodbye and he logged out.

He pulled his pillow closer to hug it. He sighed. He knows it's already three years now. But he feels like it's just yesterday. The memories are so fresh from his mind. He didn't even forget a thing. Tears are rolling down again, he didn't wipe it. He didn't make it stop. Because he knows he needs this. He needs to let it all out of his system. For him to be okay, yet he knows himself he'll never be.

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"Please, please stay. Don't leave, Z. Just don't." Harry cried holding Zayn's arms, pleading him to stay. Zayn is crying, too.