Mind of ZAYN ✔️ Zarry

ch. 17 ✏

Zayn (FLASHBACK)

Surprising.
That's the word. Why? Because Harry forgave me for everything. I don't know how did that happen. I kept on apologizing to him now and then until last night he told me to sleep with him. Not the sex. Just sleep beside him in our room. Though I miss him that much, I want him to take his time. I know I've done so much to him. But the thing is, I don't know why so fast? Not that I don't want him to forgive me. It's just so surprising.

Last night when I sleep beside him, I had a second thought if I'm going to cuddle him or just simply lay on the bed. But then I cuddled him, me being the big spoon. I'm so thankful that he didn't fight about it, then the morning came, I woke up with his head on my chest and his arm around me. I smiled at that, I said my good morning but he just nodded. He's still giving me the cold treatment. For me, this is okay than nothing. At least, he's back to me. Not at all. But I'm still thankful.

[I am really sorry, Zayn. You know I don't really want to ruin your relationship with Harry. I'll talk to him. I promise you that I'd do anything...]

"Forget it, Pez. We're okay now. I don't want to push him to the limit. I'm very thankful right now because he forgave me, and you talking to him to convince him is the last thing I want you to do. This is all my fault, I have to face this alone. Just... just keep this low, yeah? I love Harry. I really do."

I'm talking to Perrie on the phone. She keeps on calling and calling me, I asked Harry if it's okay to talk to her, he was so kind after all, so he allowed me.

[Zayn, I'm really sorry. I'm just so drunk that night, and I was just so wasted that I didn't know what I'm doing...]

I sat up on the bed, leaning against the headboard. Holding my phone against my ear. I sighed. I massaged my temple. I saw Harry coming in, he looked at me but when he saw me still talking on the phone, he frowns. I cleared my throat. He walks into the attached bathroom.

"Yeah, it's okay. I have the same mistake, Pez. I lose control. I--I shouldn't have done that."

Harry got out. I noticed that he's not wearing his shirt anymore. He made his way towards me. I thought he was just going to lay down. But he sat on my lap, so he was straddling me now. I got distracted.

He started to grind his hips against mine. I grunt. God! What's he doing? I bit my lower lip, not letting a moan escape. He started kissing my jawline, down to my neck.

[If you'll just let me explain to him what happened...]

His body is going in rhythm with mine, I moaned when I feel my hardened member brushes against him. This is turning me on.

[Zayn? Are you okay?]

Shit! I can't take this anymore.
I hung up the phone and throw it away. I'm beginning to move my hips with his. He still kissing me on my neck, probably giving me a love bite.
My hands are on his waist, supporting him from grinding.

We switched positions. I laid him down. I'm on top. Kissing him hungrily. He kissed me back. Pulling my hair. I moaned when he bit my lower lip. My kisses went down on his neck, to his belly button. I sucked it. Leaving a beautiful red mark.

I unzipped his pants and stripped them down. I planted small kisses on the tip of his. He moaned. "F.uck it, Zayn! Fast." He demanded.

I gently enter him. Hard and fast as he wants to. I found his prostrate and kept on slamming it.

He holds onto the pillow on his head. "F.uck, Zayn! Harder! Faster!" He groaned.

I did what he just said. I almost move at inhuman speed. I looked at my crotch sliding in and out. Harry's screaming my name. I love to hear it all the time. I don't care if they hear it. They've been hearing that for 3 years now.

I already feel something is building on my stomach. I'm close.

"Z-zayn, I'm close!" He exclaimed.

"Me too, babe. Come with me." I said as I thrust harder and harder.

"F.uck, Zayn!" He moaned when he feels my warm liquid inside of him. "I'm gonna--oh god!" Just at that, he came too.

I dropped my body on him. Sweaty and breathing hard. I kissed him on his cheek.

"I love you, babe. I love you so much." I whispered in his ears.

Tears fell when I didn't hear it back.

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