The Art of Letting Go

Chapter 11

Jayvie's POV

It's been a year pala no? Parang kailan lang ang saya pa namin dalawa.. ngaun di ko alam kung kumusta na siya.. Wala man lang communication. WALANG WALA na talaga. It's my fault naman so wala akong iba dapat sisihin kundi sarili ko. Pero kung May chance man, babalikan ko talaga siya... Sa lahat ng mga taong kilala ko, wala pa kong nakilalang babae na tulad niya. Down to earth, malambing, mapasensya, maganda.. ano pa nga ba kasi ang dapat kong hilingin dati? Bat kelangan ko siya saktan? I need to have her back.

Gab: Bro, okay ka lang? Kakabasa ko lang ng text mo..

Jayvie: Bro, pwede ba tayo magkita? I really need to talk to someone right now..

Gab: Sige punta ka nalang sa tambayan natin. I'll be there in a while.

Dapat handa akong harapin ang consequences. I need to tell Gab first kase syempre kapatid niya si Cheska and I would understand if ayaw na niyang balikan ko siya kase nakita niya kung gano ko nasaktan si Cheska.. I just hope he gives me another chance to prove everyone that I really love Cheska.. siguro nga late ko narealize yun pero diba minsan kelangan talagang magkamali before matuto?

Andyan na si Gab.. kaya ko to. I have to tell him the truth..

Gab: Pre, what's wrong?

Jayvie: Bro, I don't know where to start.. nakakahiya nga eh. I have to tell you something but please before you say something, let me finish first?

Gab: Go ahead..

Jayvie: It's been a year and alam ko ako nakipagbreak but then 'di pa ako nakakamove on. I'm trying to convince myself that I'm fine.. that I'm happy but damn.. I've been a jerk and pinagsisisihan ko yung ginawa ko. I just want her back you know? I want another chance to prove her wrong.. na mahal na mahal ko siya.. I want to show her how much I love her..

Gab: Jayvie alam ko friends tayo and everything but what you did to her was really hard to accept. She used to cry every single day and she almost ruined her life just for you.. she was ready to take a bullet for you but then you were so self-centered to realize that. The decision isn't up to me.. it's all up to her and kahit anong decisyon man un irerespect ko kase you know how much I love my sister and how much her happiness means to me. Sana lang talaga wag mo nalang siya saktan ulit...

Jayvie: They say past is past. We need to move on to see the future but how can we move on when our past is the only thing we ever wanted in our future?

Gab: Just try... show her that you mean it this time.

Akala ko magagalit si kuya sakin, 'di naman pala. Next step nalang.. exactly today na dapat anniversary namin makikipagkita ako sakanya at sasabihin ko na ang lahat.