Forever My Alpha

24

"Now dig your fingers into the dirt and think of a plant growing out." Elizabeth requested as we basked in the afternoon sun in her garden of herbs. The snow having melted into the starting of spring that had grown a lush green from the moist earth.

"Like this?" I asked as my fingers slide into the dirt like moist sand till the top of my hand was only visible.

"Yes now close your eyes. Picture my garden once again filled with lush flowers and evergreen herbs." She explained before me, doing the same as I.

These few weeks were passing quickly. Even taking after noon teachings with Elizabeth in controlling the flow of power from my pendant that I could use safely. Right now bringing spring ourselves to the small back patch of empty dirt and rows of tiny herbs. I pictured it filled with beautiful flowers of the rainbow. The dirt rows of herbs sprouting out new buds and leaves several feet tall. I pictured it all in my mind trying small but again my thoughts wondered suddenly to the whole of pack grounds. Wanting tomorrow to boast of beautiful greenery for all the Alphas and Luna's to admire. To see how wonderful and gorgeous our land was. I wanted us to show our harmony with nature. Our pack to feel proud and praised from all the visitors to admire our land.

"Sirenna!" Elizabeth yelled snapping me out of my thoughts, instantly disconnecting my hand from the ground, fluttering my eyes open to hers once more. "You overused, again!" She scolded as I blinked away the sudden dizziness that had seemed to be pushing me to naps a lot in the past week or two.

Rubbing my head I looked around to see what she had been talking about. My lips suddenly splitting in two as I looked to see a forest of flowers. The row of herds as tall as me. No longer able to see the window into her home. The fence barely visible inbetween beautiful roses of all colours and the trees behind them wrapped in thick ivy that would have taken decades to grow then in five minutes.

"Shit... I think I'm going to be sick." Suddenly my breakfast wanting to make an appearance as I flew into the house to pass Ara with a concerned expression to the bathroom. My stomach emptying out into the toilet as Ara's soft hands pulled my hair back gently just as fast.

"What happen?!" Ara yelled guessing Elizabeth had followed behind as another wave of nausea pushed up my oesophagus tasting the acid of vomit.

"She over used her pendant. My whole garden if a forest then just one plant I told her to grow." Elizabeth explained hearing her reprimanding tone of disappointment.

"It wasn't just your garden but the whole mountain! I rushed over here immediately when my path suddenly started to spill into long green grass and ivy crawling up all the trees with flowers." Ara claimed rubbing my back soothingly leaning away from the rim of the toilet to breath.

Seconds later there was a glass of water before me looking to Elizabeth with a grateful smile. The cool water refreshing sweeping the veil taste slowly away till I could breath without grimacing from the smell.

"Thank you. Sorry, I didn't realize that I had ventured off in my thoughts that quickly." My own irritation at myself pushing guilt on my mind for making them worry this much these last few days. This not being the first time to see my food once again today.

"Seren you need to focus on one thing. You can't let your mind wander with your power or you'll wear yourself out again." She chastised as they both helped me to stand. My legs like jelly with each step.

"I think I did that already. I think I need to lay down for a bit." I breathed as fatigue started to way down on my body as they guided me to the couch and rest.

"Sirenna I think your getting sick. You've been throwing up in the morning now for a few days and then like now after over using again. You need to just relax for the rest of the day. Tomorrow is going to be hectic and you need all your strength." Arabella said softly in her motherly tone edged with annoyance for not listening. Elizabeth reappearing with a cup of tea and what looked to be a grilled cheese sandwich.