Forever My Alpha

14

Waking up early was grueling not wanting to move like every other morning from Elijah's haven of warmth. Except this morning there was no arm wrapped around me and the only form of heat I had was from my own. Turning over I patted the empty space feeling it cold wondering when he had left. Stretching my sore muscle out from the hour in the shower. He had a thing about pinning me to the wall which I didn't really mind it's just the tile is unforgiving and then the few cramps from the days before were showing its toll on my body. I wasn't really complaining but it was a wonder how I was going this long.

Arabella was going to probably have a heart attack the moment I told her I had a boyfriend and more so that I was no longer a virgin. I felt bad for not telling her but I kinda wanted to see her reaction in person. More so once she saw Elijah in person. I could already imagen her jaw drop and drool forming over him. I had a feeling too if I told her over the phone she would think I was making it up. I still couldn't even believe it myself at times I had a boyfriend. One that was gorgeous to top it off.

Now that I was really thinking about it, I realized how utterly shocking this situation really was. Not three months ago I thought this guy was a perv and then before that I had never had a boyfriend in my life. I kinda just jumped into this. I wasn't regretting it. That was further than anything I was thinking. No, I was thinking how quickly and easily we just slipped into bed, coming out together in a deep relationship (if the closet and bathroom didn't prove it) that more than I thought possible in such a short amount of time. Adding the confusion on why it felt so, right.

It was too easy. Like almost too perfect to be true situation. Did I jump into this to fast? Was I ready for a relationship like this? I didn't really know. I was overthinking it now I groaned. It was too early in the morning for these thoughts looking over to the clock seeing I had been laying here for fifteen minutes after six. That made me wonder again were Elijah was. Disappointment was clear as I swung the covers off me. The cold assaulting my bare skin padding over to the bathroom.

Quickly I hopped in the shower loosening aching spots in the heat that poured over me. Washing my hair then shaving all the necessary areas rinsing off the soap stepping out. Wrapping a towel around me I finished my daily morning routine heading to the closet. It was convenient to have cloths here grasping black underwear, sliding on a black v neck shirt that had a lace back with tight blue jeans, and black tall boots. Lastly I grabbed a red circle scarf pulling my damp hair threw it settling it around my neck warmly. 

Heading down the stairs I fidgeted with the bloodstone pendant centering it against my throat then glided my fingers into my damp hair pulling the black feather forward. It made me think of Shadow and how long it had been since I've seen him. He had saved me from the demon and I hadn't had the chance to thank him. Making a note to find him and say thank you. Stepping into the kitchen, I prepared myself some eggs making enough for Elijah with toast and bacon. Finishing it up I set his plate to the side covering it so was ready to be warmed up once more when he came in.

I was glad to see my plaid coat hanging on the kitchen bar chair with a note on the table before it standing up. Sitting to eat with my glass of orange juice I picked up the note seeing the keys to Elijah's truck underneath making me smile over a cute peach key chain attached to it now. Opening the note I read over Elijah's crisp handwriting that made me smile by how neat it was but strong just like the man who wrote it.

My Sirenna

I had urgent business to attend to this morning. I'm disappointed to not see you off. I already checked over my truck and filled it with gas for the long drive ahead. This is your set of keys for you. Your hotel room is already set when you arrive in the city.