Niall pov
I will never be able to find someone like her. Not in a million years. I will never even look for anyone else since I can't have her back. It has been almost three years since that tragic day when I lost everything.
I have stayed on the good side because I have seen the pain that bad can cause and I don't want a part of it any more. I did consider the thought of killing myself to make things easier to bear and so I could be with her, but she would never have wanted that for me. It's only because of the memory of her that I am still here today. I'm trying to be good. For her. She wouldn't have wanted me to fall backwards.
I still can't believe that she is gone. We tried everything and anything for the chance to bring her back. Nothing worked. We had a funeral for her a week after it happened. Everyone was grieving and crying, but I had already shed enough tears. All day and all night I cried out for her to come back. All I could do was stare blankly as they lowered her six feet into the ground.
Louis has taken it hard, but I can't blame him. She was the only family he had left. He has slacked off when it comes to him being Superman. We have all told him that it wouldn't be what she wanted, but he refuses to listen.
It is hard to be around everyone with their equal when I have to wait such a long time before I see mine again. Till my own death. I miss her more than words can fathom. I have visited her almost everyday. I talk to her even though I know she will not ever speak to me again. I refuse to say goodbye. Goodbyes hurt when the story is not finished and the book has been closed. I will only say that I will see her later because in reality I will. Someday far from now.
'Wish heaven had a phone. So I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake from which I'll never part. God has you in his arms, I have you in my heart.'
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Well, this story has finally come to an end. I can't believe it's over. Don't hate me! Not every story gets a happy ending and this is sadly one of them.
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