𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘𝐌𝐔𝐂𝐇

•Edwin• Letting Go

Continuation of Losses

-2 days later-
-Y/n-

I got up from the bed as I just sat up and closed my eyes as I thought on everything. Edwin called the girl back and found out she was pregnant and soon he was gonna find out If the baby is his. I sighed as I decided it was the time to go.

I got in the shower as I washed up and I felt the hot water hit my body as I just felt it falling as I held the scar sighed. After I got out I got dressed and I started to pack my bags.

As I was packing almost the last bit of my clothes I heard the door open as I turned seeing Edwin walk in and he came over sitting on the bed.

"So you're just going to leave like that? Just gonna leave after everything we been through!? You're just gonna leave everything we built!?"He said sounding pissed as he smacked a shirt I was packing from my hands

"Everything I built and you destroyed! The entire time all I've done was blame myself for loosing my baby, all you ever did was stress me and pushed me around! You get drunk and hurt me! I stayed with you cause I thought I couldn't do this by myself! I know realize I can!"I said as I grabbed the shirt and finished packing as I zipped up my bags

"You have no money and no where to fucking go! So what are you gonna do and where are you gonna go?!?"He said I put on my jacket and zipped it up as I looked in the mirror

"Don't worry about me anymore just worry about your new family. Bye Edwin"I said as I went down the stairs and I saw a vase fly past my head onto the ground as I got down and looked up at Edwin as he was red and tears stained his face

I walked out as I felt the air hit my face as I got all my bags in after I drove off as I drove to the house Edwin and I bought that we were going to move in after the baby was born as I unlock the door and walk in and I sit down my bags

I go upstairs in the babies room and grab a little teddy bear as I walk out and drive and grab some flowers as I drove to the cemetery

I walked over to the grave as I sat on the ground as tears started filling my eyes

I rubbed my hands lightly across the words.

"Camilla Angel Y/l/n"
"January 19,2018- January 19,2018"

I sigh lightly shaking as I moved away the older flowers and put down the new ones as I lightly held the teddy bear in my arms

"Hey baby girl, I hope you know that mommy loved you so much and loves you so much..I–I was so excited to see your beautiful face and smile...Y-You were needed as an angel baby girl...Mommy is gonna so much better"I said as I wiped away my tears trying to calm my breathing

"Mommy is gonna start over Alright. I'll always come back to you I could never let you go...I love you baby girl I'll see you again soon"I said

I lightly felt a warm feeling on my cheek as I held my hand there as I lightly sniffled wiping my eyes as I got up walking off as I got in the car.

It was time to let go and start over.