𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘𝐌𝐔𝐂𝐇

•Edwin• Losses

-Y/n-

I laid in bed rubbing my stomach feeling the scar as I closed my eyes as my hand shook tears slowly rolled down my cheek as I thought back to the good memories before everything fell apart

-5 months ago-

I rubbed my belly as Edwin kissed it as I smiled lightly laughing

"I can't wait for our little princess to come I can't believe it's been 6 months"He said smiling

"I just know you'll be the best mommy in the world"He said smiling as he stood up

"And I know you'll be the perfect daddy making sure no boys mess with her"I said smiling

"I swear you'll be the perfect mommy"He said smiling

"Perfect mommy"
"Perfect mommy"
"Perfect...Perfect"

-3 weeks later-

I whined as I woke up as I felt something wet as I was in pain as I turned on the light and seen blood as I started tearing up

"EDWIN!"

-3 Hours Later-

I laid there in the hospital bed as the dried tears stained my cheeks as Edwin was in the hallway being comforted by his mom and family as the guys stayed with me

"I-It's all my fault"I said shakily as my throat started to burn as I just wanted to break down

"Stop it's not your fault Y/n don't say that"Brandon said holding my hand as he used his other to wipe away his tears

"I thought I did everything right—I did something wrong it's all my fault she was in my stomach it's my fault she's gone"I said as I covered my face as the tears started falling as I didn't hold back as Edwin came in and held me tightly

"You would've been the perfect mommy never forget it"He whispered

"Perfect mommy"
"Perfect mommy"

-Now-

"Perfect mommy"I whispered as I held myself as the tears started to come back as Edwin came in and sat on the bed as he rubbed my cheek

"How was practice"I said

"It was fine"He said as he slipped off his shoes and pulled me in his arms as he held me and all I wanted to do was pull away from him but I couldn't bring myself to it

Tears slowly started to fall as I wiped them
Away

"Someone named Latoya called—She said she was pregnant and she wanted you to call back"I said as my heart was breaking as the tears were ready to fall as I slowly started to pull away

"I'm sorry—Y/n I'm so sorry"He said crying as he held me tightly I just sat there as my tears fell

There was a time to leave Edwin and it wasn't just yet. Just not right now..