But Do You Love Me?

chapter two : He Doesn't Really Love Me

After i finish college i go to Chris' house to get his "shit". Of course i dont like doing it but i love him and i would do anything for him. I arrive at his house and knock on his door. His mum opens it, greets me and tells me to go upstairs. When i walk into his room he just walks out the shower with his towel around his waist.
Looking at him up and down.... i meannnn, issaaa snack; my snack!
He stops and stares at me as lean on the bed to undo my laces and take off my shoes. I feel his eyes undressing me as i slouch myself on his bed.

"Hey baby"

"You good baby"

"Im finee, you just come out the shower, you going out?"

"Yh im finna take you to a hotel so we can just chill and eat you know?"

"But i dont have any clothes with me"

"Its cool, you left some here from last week, and i washed them so just take those"

"Okay thenn"

"Did you miss me"

"Of course baby"

Anyways lets go cause the Ubers outside.

We pull up to the hotel. This shit look expensive!! We book our room, collect our key card and go to our room.

55ab, this is it. I open the door slowly to see rose petals leading me into the shower. I drop my bags and coat on the bed and follow the petals, to the bathroom?

"Lets take a shower baby" chris whispers in my ear meanwhile playing with my hair!

I didnt really prepare for this, but im on the pill and i shaved yesterday so why not!!

We take off our clothes and get in the shower. I let the water run on my body when out of no where, Chris takes my hand and guides it towards his neck, i get my other hand and place it there as he lifts me up and puts me on the wall. The hot water runs between our bodies and the steam start to build up. He stares down at my breast as he massages them. I know thats one of his favourite features of mine. He lifts me up again and this time i wrap my legs around him. He kisses my neck and puts his fingers in places they shouldnt be! Im moaning and he is too. He takes his fingers out and lets it run under the water. He kisses my neck. Everthing stops, and just as i thought i was about to get down he slides inside of me causing me to scream/moan loud! He goes in and out aggresivley but i dont mind. He gets faster and then slows down. I hate it when he does that...

Im climaxing and he is too cause he his breathing is getting heavier!
He cums and then i do. Its like when that happened all the tension and stress just came out of me. I get off of him and actually take a shower.

When im done i step out and walk confidently naked back to the bed where i take my towel and clothes out and put them on. Chris follows shortly after. We lay on the bed and put on netflix as he tells me that the sex was good (obviously it was tf he thought?).

*20 mins into Blackout"

I pause the movie.

"Baby, do you love me?"

"Play the movie babe"

"Anwser my question first"

"Yh of course i love you, now play the movie baby i wanna watch ittt" he says in a playful voice with a giggle

"If you love me, why do you always tell me to hold stuff? You know i dont like it and i feel uncomfortable"

"I tell you to hold'em cause you i know you gon keep em safe for me. If i get caught with'em on me im going straight to prison, you know that babes, now play the movie"

"Alright baby"

I play the movie like he tells me too. I wanted him to tell me how much he loves me and that he's gonna stop telling me to hold his drugs and weapons. He told me last time that he's not good at expressing his feelings, so i guess now is one of those times.

My phone pings and its me, laurelle, and jennifer's group chat. I unlock my phone to see.

*NOTIFICATIONS*

Snapchat Groupchat:bestfriend gc x

Jennifer🌍 - guys!!!
Laurelle❤- what!!
Jennifer🌍- i got discount codes for that new expensive restraunt!
Laurelle❤- ouuu girl, you know we love you x

Jennifer🌍- yo Mica i see yo musty ass reading this groupchat, reply tf?
Laurelle❤- yhh sis you coming?
Me- sorry guys i cant Chris booked a hotel for me and him to spend the day together today and tomorrow... how about Thursday?
Laurelle❤- you always leaving us for Chris Mica wtf?
Jennifer🌍- he stay controlling her ass, telling her to hold his shit. One day he aint gon have no shit to hold cause he'll be in prison!
Me- jennifer, fuck outta here. I told you how it is already. I'll see y'all on Thursday xxx
Laurelle❤- alright see you guys on thursday
Jennifer🌍- thursday it is... bye y'all ❤

*seen by laurelle❤ and jennifer🌍*

I lock my phone and put it down to see Chris asleep on my thighs. Im feeling kinda tired as well, i put my phone on charge and message my mum telling her where i am then go sleep.