*CHRIS' PERSPECTIVE*
Im calling Mica and she's not answering. I left over 10 messages on her phone, i sent her messages on snap, dm'nd her on insta, i even called her on a private number and she still didnt answer.
I know i fucked up but when you think of it we didnt even do anything. I didnt even invite them over, Markus did. I cant believe shes seriously mad at me. Like wtf did i do wrong. I treat her right. Yh she doesnt like holding stuff for me but i dont like holding her bags when we go shopping so i guess we equal?
People say i treat her like shit, but honestly i love her and i dont want to let her go. My mum says she makes me a better person, but Markus gets involved and ruins it, i know....
Im interupted by my phone ringing. The numbers on private?
"Yo, who's this?"
"Dont Yo me tf"
"Meesh, is that you?"
"Yh"
"You called me back, did you read all my messages, and listen to my voice notes"
"Yh, but im not calling to speak about your shitty behaviour, im calling to ask a question"
"Yh baby, what is it"
"Did you pull out yesterday when we, you know yh?"
"LOL, what the hell M. But no, i didnt... your on the pill so its good"
"Well the thing is Chris, i sorta forgot to umm take it"
"MICA WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?"
*LINE DISCONNECTS*
What the hell was that? Mica couldnt possibly be?
*MICA'S PERSPECTIVE*
I wake up in the morning to the sight of Jennifer and Laurelle sleeping, the noise of them snoring, and the smell of food. As soon as i smell what Laurelle's mums cooking, i fly to the bathroom, vomiting in the toilet. It feels like someones grabbing my insides pulling them out slowly!
When im done, i wipe my mouth, standing up to see Laurelle and Jennifer behind me. They stare at me with they're phone in their hands.
"What? You never seen a girl vomit before"
"Nope, not 5 times within an hour" says Laurelle
"Yh meesh, whats wrong with you?"
"Guys im fi..."
And again, vomit comes flying out my mouth and into the toilet!! They both run towards me rubbing my back and holding my hair back. No seriously now what the hell is wrong with me?
I hear quiet whispers from them, i turn around confused. They stop. When i stand up they start again.
"Guys what are you speaking about?"
"Okayyy, damn Mica, firstly brush your damn teeth girl, your breath smelling all toxic and shit!" says Jennifer
I reach for my tooth brush as i playfully roll my eyes and kiss my teeth at her. Once im done i slouch on Laurelle's bed. Laurelle and Jennifer slowly begin to approach me? They look nervous and they keep staring at they're phones whispering.
"Meesh, how long has it been since you've, you know, had... it?" asks Laurelle eagerly
"Yhh M, how long has it been since you've had sex?" Jennifer also adds
"Well, umm? Two days ago with Chris'. It was in the shower as well, omg, i've never done it like that before... and he put me against the wall and started doi..."
"Yhhh" Jennifer cuts me off
"Tooo much information sis. Did you guys use protection or did he pull out quick enough?"
"Why do you want know, wtf?" I say confused
"Well, its just that you vomited 5 times within the hour, and have been feeling sick" says Jennifer
"Yh, and it says that you could be pregnant... and i know it sounds bizzare, but im guessing you didnt use protection by the look of your face??" Inquires Laurelle.
In that moment, time stops... yh im on the pill but there could be some chance? Wait, what the hell. They're not doctor's nor are they gonna get false info off google and scare me like that!
"Im on the pill" i respond quickly and confidentally
"Personalllyyyy, i think you should do a test" says Jennifer
"Mee too" agrees Laurelle
"Personallyyy, i think you both should shut the fuck up. Im on the pill i took it 5 days... ago"
I then realise im was suppose to take it 3 days ago!!!! Could this be... could i possibly be... pregnant?
I rush out of the room, into the garden and call Chris on a private number so he doesnt know its me. If i am pregnant i need one last peice of evidence.
"Yo, who's this"
"Dont yo me tf?"
"Meesh, is that you?"
"Yh"
"You called me back, did you read all my messages, and listen to my voice notes?"
"Yh, but im not calling to speak about your shitty behaviour. Im calling to ask a question"
"Yh baby, what is it?"
"Did you pull out yesterday when we, you know, yh?"
"LOL, what the hell M? But no, i didnt, your on the pill so its good"
"Well the thing is Chris, i sorta forgot to umm take it?"
"MICA WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?"
I disconnect the line.
Staring to the sky, i hope and pray that im not. I most definatley am NOT ready for a baby. Im only 18, im nearly finish college. I have a life to live... a future to build... lord jesus i hope im not!
*AUTHOURS NOTE*
What do you think? Is Mica pregnant or what?
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