Its 9:23pm and i cant stop thinking about Chris. I hope he's okay... i know for a fact he hasnt sold shit, but for some reason thats comforting because he could get caught and get locked up; a matter of fact i would prefer for him to get locked up so this Ronny guy doesnt get him.
Since i got in a couple hours ago, i havent heard anything from Markus, i hope he's okay. This Ronny guy is really pissing me off.
*KNOCK KNOCK*
Someones at my door... Chris maybe?
"Mica, help me" he says through the door
I swing open the door revealing Markus standing there, black eye, nose bleeding, swollen cheek, busted lip, and a red face?!
"MARKUS WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?" I say as i drag him into the house
"Mica, i told you Ronny is dangerous! When i told him i called you he got angry and well, this happened..." he said restlessley as he points towards his face
I guide him towards my kitchen and as we walk there i notice he's limping!?
"Markus why the fuck are you limping?"
"When i was running away from Ronny's warehouse, i cut my leg on a peice of metal!"
I then notice, as the big blood stain reveals it self on his trousers.
"Mica, you have to help me"
"Okay Chris!"
"Chris?" Markus says confused
"Sorry im just so worried about him"
"Me and you both!"
I put him to sit in the kitchen as i scavenge through the cupboard for the medical kit.
As soon as i find it i grab a pair of scissors and begin cutting his trouser leg meanwhile speaking to him:
"Im going to start with your leg first. You've lost a lot of blood!" I say revealing the wound!
"Yh man, i know" Markus says
"Your gonna have to take your jeans off cause its hard to access the wound"
"Hmmm, okay" he says in a proud yet curious voice
He slowly takes of his jeans standing in his boxers, the image of his down below area is very clear and appears to be hard!
"Dont stare at my dick Mica!" He says in a playful voice
"I umm, im... shut up Markus" i say back
I've always found Markus attractive. He has the best personality; sometimes even better that Chris' and he's so caring. Me and Markus used to go out a while back, before i met Chris. It was Markus that introduced me to Chris when we broke up.
I clean the wound as Markus groans in pain and agony and stares in to my soul through my eyes...
"Markus im sorry, but i have to clean it otherwise it'll get infected"
"Its cool b, go on"
He used to call me "b" when we were going out and that kinda makes me smile cause it stands for "bae".
I clear my throat signaling him to stop staring at me and he does.
"Okay all done" i say in relief
As i walk to the bin, diposing of the antibacterial wipes, i can feel Markus' eyes staring at my body from behind so i quickly look back and he turns his head immediatley!
"Now im gonna do your face okay?"
"Yh b cool" he says meanwhile he smirks knowing how calling me b makes me feel.
As im wiping the dry blood of his lips, old thoughts begin to race my mind:
"Hmmm, his lips are juiccyyy!"
"Kissing them would be amazing"
"Micaa, ummm micaa" wait thats not what im thinking... oh its Markus
"Yes Markus?" i say emmbarresd
"Umm, you we're staring at my lips?"
"Yh, umm" i have to make an exuse... quicklyy!
"Yhh, umm, blood makes me feel funny"
"Mica, you dont need to lie to me. When we we're going out you used to stare at my lips and then, you know.... kiss me"
"What like this..."
I smash my lips into his, and he... kisses back! I've been wanting to do that since he came through the door. He takes hold of my face and brings it even more closer to his, deepining the kiss.
Me and him, him and me... wait what!
I quickly draw away and look to the ground, then continue cleaning up his face. He continues to stare into my eyes showing me how he feels and i stare back.
"Okay all done" i say cheerfully
"Thanks b, get some sleep now tomorrow could be the last day you see Chris!"
"Okay, but where are you gonna stay if your parents are on holiday?"
"I dont even know man, gonna have to find somewhere though"
"Markus, you can sleep on the sofa bed in my room... plus my mum finishes work at 7:30 in the morning so we can go out and see Chris before then"
"Are you sure b, i dont wanna intrude or anything"
"Yhhh, come" i say as lead him upstairs
I show him the sofa bed and give him a blanket and a pillow. He says thank you and lays down immediatley, showing that he is tired.
"Mica, do you still love Chris... like love love?" He ask as he stares at the ceiling
"Nope, not anymore. I still love him as a friend nothing more. We're done"
"Ohhh, kl"
"Whyy?" I ask curiously
"I just wanted to know if i have a chance with you again" he stares at me nervously
"Markus" i say
"I dont know what to say"
"Dont say anything b, just show me"
"H?" Before i can even finish saying how he flies towards me, kissing me, holding my waist, starting into my eyes.
"I missed you" he says as he pulls away from the kiss
"I missed you too"
I did miss him, i just never admitted it to myself. Its always been Markus.
As he climbs into my bed, holding me i get nervous and tell him i dont want to do anything and that we should take it slow!
"Wasnt even tryna do anything to you, just wanted to cuddle... and yh we can take it slow; however you want it. Now sleep, Chris is gonna need us by his side tomorrow" he says kissing me forehead.
I've never been treated so nicely by Chris before. I knew from ages ago that Markus wanted me, but i didnt say anything because of Chris. Anyway, nows the wrong time to be focusing on my next relationship when my ex could die tomorrow!
We both cuddle and fall asleep preparing ourselves for whatever mayhem we're going to experiance tomorrow.
*AUTHORS NOTE*
If you havent read my recent chapters go read. Hope you enjoyed anyways x
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