Chapter Eighteen - I Thought I Could Be Strong

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Amanda's P.O.V

I wokE up from a very sleepless night. The guys were around me sleeping all over the place. I was sad. The guys started to get up as they heard me packing.

"Amanda don't leave!" Louis said groggily

"I'm not silly" I said

"Then where are you going?" Harry said

"We are getting on the tour bus again and touring?" I said laughing at their confusion

"Crap!" Liam said as they all scurried to pack

Once I was dressed and packed I walked to the hotel lobby to find Niall waiting for the others.

"Hey Amanda" Niall said hugging me

"Hey..." I responded

"hows everything?" he asked

"Good..." I trailed off

"You are one strong girl...physically and emotionally" Niall said. He noticed I was holding back the tears with a straight face

The others came down to the lobby. As we were exiting Josh came slowly behind. I noticed his red swollen eyes and his sign of no sleep. He should have known better. Maybe things will get better. I really love him, some where deep inside.

We walked onto the same old bus. Bus, sweet, bus. Walking back to the sleeping area I noticed where Josh and I slept. I was going to sleep with someone else.

"The wheels on the bus go round and round" Louis sang

"Guys I'm going to lay down, I didn't sleep good last night" I said. I avoided Josh on the bus. I went and laid down. That's when the tears bursted out of my eyes. I kept it silent by muffling it in the pillows.

Josh's P.O.V

Amanda had just went to lay down. She had a pissed look on her face the whole time. I'm such big jerk. I didn't mean for that to happen. Once she left the room the guys glared at me.

"You idiot!" Harry spat at me

"Back off guys" Niall said taking up for me

"I..I...know Harry" I managed to sputter in sobs

"she really loves you, you first one and only" Louis said

"I hope am the only one, I love her" I said

"Doubt that man, you're gonna have to be real good a fixing things" Zayn said

"You 2 just need some space and time" Liam said trying to be positive

"But you still shouldn't have gotten into the mess you did" Liam added

I sat there. Regretting everything. Crying my heart out. She deserves better. She will probably never take me back. We had a concert in Wyoming next, so we were going to be on the bus for 2 days. Great.

Liam's P.O.V

I was walking to get my laptop out of my bag when I heard a little bit of sobbing. Amanda, bless her. I went and sat at the foot of her bunk.

"Here, Amanda" I said handing her some tissues

"Thanks Liam" she responded

"he really loves you" I said

"maybe he will need some time to prove that" she said

"Well if you 2 are meant, things will workout" I said trying to be positive

"Thanks Li" she said and laid on me. I rubbed her back and soothed her until she fell asleep. Then I placed her under the sheets.

We ate dinner, all except Josh. He didn't even say a word. After we finished eating we went to bed. Josh went on the top bunk not caring who's it was. Amanda was on the bottom one. We all got into an empty one and Niall slept with Amanda being closest to her.

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