Serendipity 2 JHope and Jimin

Part 41

Jimin

Things were almost starting to get back to normal, all except for Yoongi. He was sullen and quiet, and he was avoiding me. We had sat down together and written a song for Hoseok, but that was about the only time we were alone together after that night. And If we were together for any amount of time, he would pick a fight with me for the stupidest of reasons. I had no idea what was going with him, but I was sure something was. I tried talking to him and asking him, but he just told me he was fine, and to stop nagging him, and then got angrier than ever, so I gave up. It hurt

I asked Sasa if had any clues, but she was as in the dark as I was. But everyone else in the house noticed it. I tried to spend as much time as I could in the studio, dancing always got the stress out of me, and I would be ok for a little while, but as soon as I got back upstairs and saw his whole body tense up when I was near him, the hurt came back, and I would shrink back down into myself. I thought at first that maybe the events of that night were the reason. I know he blamed himself for not being around, and not being able to do anything, but it went on too long, and was far too intense for that. I wanted more than anything to get him to talk to me, I knew there was a reason for it all, and I knew we could fix whatever it was, as long as we did it together. I wanted my old Yoongi back, but I had no idea where he had gone. He was trapped somewhere inside his own head.

One evening Jin called a family meeting and demanded that we all be there. All except for Yoongi that is.
"I have no idea what's wrong with him "I told them when they asked me

"well something is bothering him" Jin said "And I want to know what it is before I kill him"

Sasa agreed that she would try talking to him, but didn't she seem very positive about it, and I understood perfectly, he hadn't talked to me when I had tried either. Then Tae suggested we have an intervention type situation, where we all sat down with him and tried to find out what was going on. it was a good idea, and at least it was something, I was going crazy trying to figure it out on my own.

"Right. All we need to do now, is figure out when we're going to do it" Jin said finally

"How about right now?"

I looked up, and Yoongi was standing in the doorway. He must have come in while we were talking and none of us had heard him. His face was like thunder. The only time I had ever seen him looking so angry was the night Sehun had attacked me, and Yoongi had punched him.

"Yoongi we just want to talk to you"

Sasa tried to reason with him a little, but he was having none of that. He swore at her and started yelling at all of us. I went over to him thinking to hold his hand and calm him down a little

"Yoongi......Please we just want to know what's wrong?"

But he shook me off and wouldn't meet my eyes.

"You"

I took a step back and just looked at him. What did he mean me? the whole room had gone silent, and I knew my mouth was hanging open. I was in shock. But he continued

"You're the problem. You're driving me crazy. Always clinging on to me and worrying about me and wanting to be with me all the time. I can't take it anymore, it's too much you're too much."

I felt my world shatter like a broken mirror the second he finished. My mouth fell open and I couldn't have moved if I had wanted to. The whole room was deathly silent, and they were all staring at him dumbfounded. I wanted to go to him and beg him to tell me it wasn't true, I wanted to hold him so tight he could never get away, I wanted to scream and shout and throw something, but I just continued to stand there with tears silently running down my cheeks, and my heart breaking piece by piece, as he left the room